(T.T)

i'm severely depressed. chunyen u may kill me. or i'll just do so myself.
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well. ok i'll admit. goin back 2 yppae 2dae did cheer me up a bit. but i'm still v emo la. yes pei li, tt was damn funny. 2 bad he/she didnt hear...u-noe-wad. dd: hehehs i'm cheering up a bit.
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i still cant get over it.
my besties. i nid ur help.
ya i noe u guys haff done so much. esp cy n rey 4 giffing advice. when lyk honestly, u guys nid it as much as i do. n rey u haf permission 2 slap me. i'm 2 emo 2 care.
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go listen Heartbreaker by Will.I.Am. its quite nice..
lets random 4 the time bein.
i wanna bike.
u guys won belive dis, but i just learnt cycling.
ya ya i noe, wadev.
but seriously, i learnt it in 2hs! how kool is tt?
hahahs i'm not bragging.
seriously, its fun.
dunno which is btr. rollerblading or biking.
i've been rereading da vinci's code.
its a gd bk. ((:
but thank god i'm not christian.
seriosuly. tt bk claims tt jesus not onli had a wife,
BUT A WHOLE DAMN ENTIRE BLOODLINE.
tt's kool, but onli if ur not christian.
so no offs 2 christians out there.
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gtg. happy emo-ing.

Overprotected.

Overprotected by Britney Spears. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJuUBTR8XwY
I need time (time)
Love (love)
Joy (joy)
I need space
I need me
(Action!)

Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like
What I want
What I don't
But every time I do I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world, I realize
I'm Overprotected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I need... time (love)
I need... space
(This is it, this is it)

I don't need nobody's
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody's telling me just what what what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

(Action!)

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I don't need nobody's
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody's telling me just what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected.
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tt's how i feel. ya. >.< sumhow i think i can kiss my life gdbye. but dis song is so going on my music player.
~~~~~~~~~ i'm emo. make me laff, rey. even tho it won help much.

hair.

haiz. nothing much 2 blog bout oso. o.0
wise has a new nickname. ah soh arfan. gd luck, callie. dump him while u can.
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cut my frickin hair. i look damn weird now. sighs. =.=" sobb. i wanna my old hairstyle back.
.....!! shitting. i'm feeling v pissed right now.
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yppae startin tmr. yays. even the thought of tt cant cheer me up. rey. make me laff.
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went cycling 2dae. ((: it was ok la. i wan my bike.
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i think i noe the reason y i feel so pissed, down, rejected, dejected & severely depressed. yupps i noe. but i aint tellin. What am i to do wif my life...? cos i messed it up.
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I. HATE. YOU.
0.0

yawnz

2nd dae in sku. nth much 2 blog bout. ohhhhh yes. cy finally gave us the neos ytd. we look so funny! there was 1 of me n her n i wrote, using tt neoprint pen thingy, "pissed" above our heads. so cool! kr saw n she was lyk damn envious. kr hu ask u cnt come..! hahahs its not ur fault la. ((:
aft sku went 2 Gelare wif cy, kr n rey. cos tue got discount for waffles!!! yumm but gurls, we shld eat so much... or rey wld start calling us fat bitches. we shared a waffle wif 3 (!!) scoops of ice cream and a cabonara spaghetti. n me, kr n rey went home wif completely empty wallets. DD; wahhs. but i'm getting my pocket $$ tmr. finally.
ohhhh n i saw ying xi jie in my sis's classroom!!!! eeeps i waved 2 her n she smiled at me but thn i kena my ms ang.. sobbs. haiz. HATE being a prefect. u kena super hard.
yawnz. hw sux. sku sux except for my fwens. gep sux. exams sux. studies sux. huever came up wif dose things shall face my wrath when i meet him/her in hell. grrrr. hahahs jk....
kr. u noe i'm dose typ hu won reali mind if GLs r not present. cos 2 me, tt's not everything. as long as i won vomit thn okayz liaos. so don kill me when i finally reveal it. wait u noe wadd i mean right? i cant typ properly or i'd risk my life. nvm. cy wld get it. if u dunno u may ask cy. BUT NOT OVER MY TAGBOARD. anyws i love overprotected. ((: caught the craze fr u. hmpfs.
shall end wif poking cy, kr n rey. POKES. n wif the whole sequence..! poke. pinch. slap. stare. blink. punch. whack. kick. we r so violent.

term3 day1.

yarrz. 2dae i, a member of the Living Dead, went back to join other members of the Living Dead in the Graveyard... we were given 1 mth's break 2 regain a bit of our original human form but alas, time passes all too quickly. yuppz. hahahs ok shall stop the sarcasm.
woke up late 2dae. reached sku at uh i dunno... 7.14..? rushed all the way there. there was dis stupid guy ahead of me. was walking past the hod office when the bell rang. ms theng didnt let us past but thank gdness 4 ms ng, hu told her 2 let us go sit down. damn heng seh. jocelyn arrived late as well. and aft the everything bh came rushing wif blotchy eyes. he was crying cos he was late. w.t.f.?! well. wad can u expect fr him. he's a baby boi. hahahs thank gawd he won c dis :pp
damn crap. stupid chers. during suppli lessons sae mon wanna check our socks n shoes n...u get the idea. so 2dae we all purposely pull up our socks, pin up our hair, cut our nails, etc etc until we look damn nerd lor. thn cher suay suay say onli check on THURS. damn dhem.
lessons was boring... as usual. yawnz.
wtf la. everytime off comp u wil; think of a lot of things 2 blog bout but thn u always 4get everything. lyk cy wld say, SHII-ET. pronounced shi-yet. yawnz. RANDOM.
wadev. cant b bothered liaoz. esp when i haf nothing 2 tok bout alr. oh wait. shall end wif asking salmon berry to stfu. ((: dd:

chalet (3)

YAY back fr chalet liaoz. no actually cancel tt yay. done. cos i donn wanna go back sku tmr...!

haiz. i wan tt chalet 2 b my hse. its so damn cool la. wif seaview leh!! i look out of the window can see sunrise la!!!! plus haf cable n plasma screen!!!! n spiral staircase......n the beach is lyk just below.......haiz. anyws goona upload pics tmr or sth. just 4 2dae, i shall upload a pic of jessie (cousin's dog)

isnt she cute??
well i don wanna go back 2 sku.
anyways gonna create music player. wadd songs do u guys wan? TAG ((:
haiz. my life feels empty w/o him.
c ya guys in sku...! T.T DD;

Chalet Rawks ((:

((: i'm at the chalet now.... using dad's lappie lyk i predicted...muahahahah i'm pyshic no larrs its the onli comp here..... =.="
went for "photo shoot" just now at the beach. going again now 2 see sunset. my poor legs. well brb.......!
back. ate dinner liaoz..... was a mini buffet, wif curry...! yummm u guys noe how much i love curry! esp cy. dd: hehhs its genetic. got it fr my dad. i tell u, i cld eat curry 4 breakfast, lunch and dinner. there was 1ce i think i ate curry at least 1ce everydae 4 5 daes in a row. ^^ i'm so pro! hahahs jkjk....
btw did i mention my cousin's pomeranian is here?? eeep its called jessie n its oh-so-CUTE. my gosh....its 'bed' is next 2 the table which dis comp is on and its sleeping and ahhhhhhh! just wanna squeeze it......so so so cute!!! looves <333
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i'm viewing the pics tt my super annonying n idiotic sis took during the performance during the yppae camp. i deleted a lot of pics cos it seems my sis has pakistan's diesease. is tt the diesease where ur hand kips shaking? if it is, GD. seriously, i don understand how her hand can SHAKE so much. well i'll upload it some time.......my relatives r complaining tt i use too long. w.t.f.
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wish u were here );