forget bout the music post. it'll be too long.
got 3 new tees from my dad for my birthdae.
from more than words.
they're chao cuteeeeeeeee!
haha.
i wanna go singfest!!
sobb.

updateeeeed

...nothing to blog about recently.
did my pft. sucked. espcially the 1.6km.
sighs. got 26/30 for eng.not bad. tied with chunyen and wiseley. its weird, cos ms leong asked us to make guesses bout our marks before she showed us, and all our guesses were the same as well. haha.
did the teacher's day filming. that was funn. haha.
keng ji was acting the teacher. so he walked in, and austin was like, class stand! class bow! then we said good morning, mr chow! then chunyen go add 'ah kua!' haha. then once he turn his back to write something on the board then we started throwing markers and all at him. haha. reynold suggested taking toilet paper and stuff it down his pants la! then darren ho go take toilet paper and wetted it, then launch at keng ji using bao huei's eccm launcher! hahaha. then later somebody go close all the windows then i was like, eh! don air tight the place la! later mobbies fart we all die! haha i rock.
wah lao that moobie really make us all hate him even more can? darren ho took chunyens wallet then i dunno what happen la, i think moobies made the neos inside fall our or something la! our precious neos we touched my moobies can? and he even disfigured reynold's face la1 plus later during lunch some guys said moobies still kept 1 pic la! PERVET. then he also go pull rey's shirt open can? perv. the 2nd top button fell out la! then he still say can sew. then like people talkign he will try to butt his freaking way into the convo even thought nobody is talking to him. no one wanna hear your freaking opinion, moobs, so keep then to yourself. urgh. talking bout him makes my blood boil la. shouldnt do that, or will get high blood pressure. due to moobies, which is NOT worth it.
anyways i'm listening to old songs cos no new songs lately.
haha. coldplay's violet hill is nice.
if you love me, won't you let me know?
lets blog bout music in the next post. haven't done that in a long time. anyways the next pos might be a long tim later, so yeah.
p.s. ms leong types really really slowww....
p.p.s. i got "clawed" by a cat. tecnically, a kitten. ker rui's kitten. long story, so don't bother asking. haha.

reply to taggies :DD

...replies to taggies. starting from earliest tag right after i last tagged.
to callie: haha. no la was just joking :D
to yingbi: ((:
to janelle: hey! relinked =]
to zidan jie: oops. didn't realise u linked me. oops.
to shi en: yo!! :D haha viva la vida is nice. yeah.
to chunyen: done. lollish.
to callie: ((:
to kimberly: yes mam.
to chunyen: yeah yeah. i vulgar on blog, u vulgar in school. we're even.
and this is the first time i said i'm adopted la. haha.
to callie: ...sorries...
to tingjun: u make me seem very small. be more girlish? next u'll be expecting me to wear a pink frilly dress with laces. o.0
to yingtong: yeah whatever, i told you its not liao.
to callie: kayys relinked :D
to shi en: haha. yeah. ((:
to kimberly: haha. i'm influenced by the retarded boys in my class last year. haha. li ren not doing hong tang la. he too young. haha. but they really very cute. just that yunzhou gege so bad to them!
to yujun: haha. even though i dunno what's so funny. o.0
to kimberly: all the best! its realy quite easy. we got training from yppae so don't worry!
to qianning jie: haha ty ((: but i know who u are! haha
to yingbi: yeah! its 10! haha. actually on chunyen's blog ker rui joined liao. haha so its 11! yeah~~
joseph sucks bg time, man.
to joel: what blog request? haha. joseph just shortens our lifes by taking all our oxygen.
yay finally done. i think i should add a abnormally large amount of vulgarities in my posts more often. then more people will tag. haha.
will updatee in the next post. or else post too long.

FUCKING racial harmony

i totally looked chao retarded today la.
came late. reached school at 7.20. luckily got rain, so teacher come late.
....
school was boring. as always.
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fuck my freaking mother la.
always so fucking unfair and fucking biased.
for god's fucking sake la is she fucking retarded?
our fucking comp so fucking lag by the time the fucking thing start its already 1/2h late can?
she just fucking knows this and doesn't fucking care.
what's her fucking problem?
use 1.5h instead of 1h will kill her ah?
i always used 1.5 fucking hours in the first place can?
she's just so damn fucked up.
i'm fucking adopted. having parents like this is too much.
they're my freaking foster family. my real parents died.
why can't i fucking believe that?
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happy now, people...? hahas.

high high

whoots. i finally have a reason to be high. chao high.
its not what you think larr.
its my prelim oral. chinese.
got it back on wed. guess what?
i got 44/50!
eeeeeeeepps.
i totally topped the class la! though not the gep cos i'm too dumb for that.
highest is darrel long and that fat pig (cant b bothered to say his name. too disgusted), 49/50. freaking hell.
i really gotta thank yppae for this. my reading part i got 18/20. ((:
and i really can't believe it! i got 18/20 for the picture part!! like i thought i totally sucked at it - which is true - but seriously! and i got 8/10 for the convo part. that is just so cool.
i mean like, i was so damn fast can? came out of the room and arfan (he's 1 register behind me) was still looking at the pic la! sometimes when i finish looking at the pic, the person inside the room still isn't out yet can? i did so freaking fast i thought i would fail.
haha i'm still rather high. no more emo xingzhi! at least, until i get my english oral marks.
*sighs*
i'll bet my english totally sucks la. like, ms leong didn't even help us practice, only helped those weak 1s (like Fat Moobs) so basically i think i'll fail larr. D;
anyways i slacked throughout the e learning week so i rushed everything at the last minute... typical me la. stayed up till 12am to do it, only cos folks won't let me stay up later. then woke up at 4am to carry on. and also did english (we kena most if we don do english) during recess and lesson time. haha. mr wong suspected me n chunyen, but we switched the ink barrels of our blue and green pens so we look like we're doing corrections (that's what he was going through). managed to rush finish, but lychee didn't really scold the people who didn't hand up hw. HMPFS.
u guys wearing anything special tomorrow..? its racial harmony day. i'm wearing indian (i always do.)
yeah well u know i'm supposed to be doing my chinese stuff (which i've done) so if mum catches me blogging i'm dead.
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ohh forgot blog bout yppae. haha that was funnnn!! :D
yeah came early and went to 7-11 with yinjean and kim.. they wanted to get sweets. sweet tooth. hahahs.
....ohhs got the leaflet for the 哄堂 thing!! WHOOTS i'm so going. chunyen go with meeeeeee.
thn while waiting for our turn to "practice" (actually, all we do is watch the actual performers kena-ing by yunzhou gege. that's for my group. i dunno bou tthe other group.), we saw tingjun JIE (haha jk la) and weineng gege practicing their part. heehee.
was super funny hahaha.
"大哥, 人家唱歌要钱, 你唱歌要命!"
haha :D
sighs. school tomorrow. D:

cut my finger.

i cut my finger. damn. there's no blood, just cut the skin.
i feel retarded.
ouch.
go listen Viva La Vida by Coldplay. it's not bad. \:
this is one of my shortest posts ever. o.0

damn.

awww damn. didn't realise the previous post was so long. guess i just got carried away. DAMN. for that, this shall be a short post. actually, that is a given as i have nothing to say.
Di jin da, jo ka eun seki. Gger jer, Ssibural shiba nyun.
P.S got rid of the outdated quotes and made it a petition. c'mon tag and join!! its below my music.

sad stuff

sighs. was reading fruits basket and saw this really sad part, got me all depressed. not like it makes much difference, yeah so...
for those people who dunno what fruits basket is about, its an anime bout this 12 people, from the sohma family. each of them represent one member of the zodiac. everytime they get hugged by members of the opposite gender, they turn into their animal form. then there's the outsider, the cat. plus there's this girl, tohru honda. she's like the main character in the story. and the other 2 main characters are the cat, kyo sohma, and the rat, yuki sohma. oh and there's the dog, shigure sohma. i like the cow (!!), hatsuharu. just ask callie...!
yeah so the sad part is about this guy called momiji, he's the bunny. well then he seems really childish, but is really very understanding. (: so well, the thing is, his mother doesn't remember him. cos the parents of the 12 zodiacs either get super overprotective of their child, or reject them completely. this mother chose to reject momiji. and then this mother got even more ill, and blah blah blah... and then there's this character in the story, called hatori. he's the dragon. yeah yeah he can't turn into the dragon, i know. whatever. so well he can erase people's memories. so well the mother chose to forget her son. she asked hatori to erase her memory. oh yeah the mother said before that "the biggest regret of my life was to giving birth to that creature!" quite the loving mother, you think?
well, momiji was told about this, of course. his dad told him "momiji, your mother is very ill. she may not pull through this. but, there is a chance that she'll get better if she were to forget you. i know this will be terribly painful for you, momiji, but papa promises to shower you with double... triple the love to make up for it. if you truly love your mama, momiji, you'd wish to save her too, won't you?" i personally think the last sentence is like the saying, "if you love him/her, you'll let him/her go." like, whatever.
and i guess its really touching, he thinks that he saved his mother (which is kinda true) and yeah, i know you guys might think its, well nothing much, but i feel that it really is great. well he was telling this to tohru, and he said this "but you know what i think? momiji would still rather live with the pain of those memories... even if its a terribly sad memory... even if if its a memory that will cause nothing but pain... even if, its a memory that i might wish to erase from my mind forever... i believe that, if i hold on to those memories instead of trying to run away from them, one day, if i try really hard, one day i will be able to overcome those sad memories and turn them into something positive... i really believe that. because i really want to believe. i believe that no memory is ever worth forgetting....not a single one. that's why... that's why i wished mama... i wish she would've fought harder... but i guess that is just me being selfish." really touching, eh?
and i dunno, at the end of that chapter, there's a string of words saying "it doesn't matter if they are good memories or bad memories, so long as they are mine, i want to hold them in my heart for always..." don't we all feel like that?
its just, honestly, can you imagine? your own mother, who is supposed to be like the closet to you, hates you so much and wants to forget you. can you imagine the kinda heartache you would have felt...? touch your heart and think honestly. would you be as understanding as dear momiji...?
its just well i feel like that too... like, even if it makes me so damn sad just thinking bout it, i can always turn them into good memories, cos there will always be something good bout it :)
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart...but the very next day, you gave it away...
This year, to save me from tears, I'm giving it to someone special...

should i change skin?

haiz. today's e-leaning is kinda sian. most of the stuff need do paper work, not on comp. i honestly have no reason to be on comp now. =.="....
anyways, should i change blog skin? the only reason i'm hesitating is cos like i'm not sure whether the blog skin i chose is nice, and also i spent a lot of effort on this skin, it screwed up so many times la... sighs. anyways, this is the skin. http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=195777&action=Preview
its a really nice skin, looks a lot like callie's. psps... ;D haha.
i'm re-reading my (incomplete) set of fruits basket. haha i'm bit retarded. i only bought up 2 bk 8.. not enough $ la... sighs. i still have up to bk 23. callie tell me the story.... hahah :D
shall end with 2 phrases and a word which u guys (except cy n kr n mayb rey) wouldnt understand. Di jin da, jo ka eun seki. Gger jer, Ssibural shiba nyun. shikoro. ((: i love the way kr would say it, like so innocently while the words hide such a....meaning. wanna know what they mean? beg me on msn n i'll consider telling you. i'm evil, i know. muahahahahah.

sians

i cant be bothered to do the damn chinese compre and phos. oh wait kr just gave me the ans. love u kr! ((:
i btr smile ( as in, ((:) more if not SUM ppl sae i very emo.. actually i am emo. but hu cares. ((:
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i was gonna add more emo stuff but nvm. my dad got tickets to go the singapore flyer. whoots. ((: ah wadeva cos now ntuc got promo so ya cheapcheap. i sound like a bird. DOTS... eh i can tell them go on my bdae..! ((: but wait. got yppae. D:
I"M DAMN BORED LA. i think i might b more high if i went sku where there's actually HW to do. n frens to c. >.<
sighs btr go finish tt retarded saving phos thing.

YAY done

yes done wif the retarded e learning. zzz.

eheh shld i change skin? i found dis 2 realli nice skins
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=190645&action=Preview
and http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=195777&action=Preview
which is nicer? but cy's taking the 1st so i shld take the 2nd.
zzzz trying 2 watch the happening (again. i'm obsessed wif killer sci fi movies hahaha)
but the stupid thing don wanna load. sighs.
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its realli nice to cry at night. just hug urself n cry.
cry about all the fucking unfairness.
all the biasness towards ur brother or sister.
all the fucking things they did but ur parents don fucking care.
all the shit that happens around you.
just let it all out and cry without a fucking damn.
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oh my fucking gosh just saw a video on skinning animals in china farms oh gosh feel lyk crying eeeeeeeeeek its damn scary they skinned the poor freaking raccoon alive la its so fucking gross omigod they're so fucking CRUEL and i saw how it looked lyk aft tt EEEWWWW ahhhhh i'm gonna b fucking sick. i cant stand it anymore if u wanna c the video tag and i'll gif u the url. ARGHHH its so so wrong la!
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cant b bothered out the "no more eff words" thing. =.=" wad bout u, cy?

updatee

prelim oral sucked. don wanna tok bout it.
went cycling ft tt. at pasir ris park.^-^
was some kinda family gathering larrs. sighs.
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went yppae ytd.
not sure whether he came tho.
mayb he did, but i didnt c him. sighs.
shan't tok bout that.
practised the damn raokouling. o.0
n thn during music ms ma let me n yinjean n a few other ppl go to watch li ren and another girl practice their xiangsheng. i'm not saying crosstalk cos it sounds... weird. nvm.
we were actually supposed 2 practice as well, but yunzhou gege just made them practice. zzz.
he lyk very bad to them leh. so damn strict. make them redo and redo. 0.o

oh yeaah. yinjean will kill me if i don sae dis. she's planning some kinda night cruise thingy. on 2nd aug 2 celebrate both our bdaes since hers in 2nd aug and mine is 3rd (how cool is that?!) and ya well kimberly cant go, shi en as well, so anybody wanna go...? go ask yinjean 4 details. must go ah..! hahahahs wadever..

oh yeah tingjun help me wish ur sis gd luck 4 her prelims n psle. ((:
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its e learning wk. muahahahah. which means we stay at home n use comp 2 do hw! whoots. did my eng. now shld go do math bahhs.
my mum is making me drink luohanguo. BLEAURGH.
wad the hell la. sian lorr.

fever

i'm down wif fever. sighs. ok la actually its gone down liaoz but i didnt go 2 sku 4 2 daes. dis is damn shit. i'm so gonna die during my prelim orals dis sat. due to total lack of practice. sides, oral has nvr been my strongest subject. SIGHS. T.T wahhhs i hate oral la.... sobbs.
haiz. dis sickness is realli bringing me down sia. got headaches ytd due to my high temperature (39 degress!!) n now i'm haffing muscle aches even itho i didnt exercise. wtf.
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according to cy n niao niao douiie, idoit kengji ruined our freaking fpsp ppt. wad is his damn problem??? he was lyk, fighting against his own grp la! seriously, he's nuts la.
oh yeah almost forgot.
JOIN THE PETITION AGAINST JOSEPH "FAT MOOBS" PANG.
tag. wad size bra do u guys think is big enuf 4 him??
i personally think tt... nvm. too disturbing.
he seriously got damn attitude prob la! what is his damn bloody problem??
seriously, i think tt the GEP is gd evidence tt fat arses not onli make u puke when u look at them, but seriously make u feel lyk taking a chopper to whack of their freakin heads.
here comes a chopper to chop off your head.
FAT MOOBS.
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note that i didnt use a single eff word in dis post. my n cy r trying 2 stop bein so vulgar. =]
is tt gd or bad?

saw dis quiz on yt's blog.zzzz.
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1)What is the connection between you and the last person who SMSed you?
Chun Yen. BFFs.

2)Do you ever turn off your cell phone?
DUHH.

3)What happened on 10.00am today?
was....slacking.

4)When did you last cry?
last last night. was listening to graduation by vitamin c.

5)What is your favourite food?
salmon. hahah don wprry, yt, i won eat u.

6)What do you want in life now?
loads. c my wishlist.

7)Do you carry your umbrella when it rains, or you just put up your hood?
i don't realli wear clothes wif hoods. i use an umbrella.

8)Whats your favourite thing to have on your bed?
lacie. ((:

9)What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts.

10)Whats the nicest text in your inbox?
uh.... assuming its hp inbox, its cheering up msgs fr cy. i guess. i haff over 1000 msgs in my inbox. do u expect me 2 scroll down..?

11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
i don even noe how 2.

12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed?
nahh.

13)What was the last movie you caught?
Kungfu panda. in my grandma's hse.

14)What are you proud of?
ermzzz. nothing..? my blog.. mayb.

15)Do you like ur ex-boyfriend?
don haf 1.

16)What was the last song you sang out loud?
flipside by click five! ((:

17)Do you have a nickname?
yeaa---no.

18)What does your last received message say?
cant b bothered 2 check. my hp's outta batt.

19)What time did you go to bed last night?
11+. i think.

20)When you feel down, who will you go to?
my bffs. DUHH.

21)Are you currently happy?
no. i'm pissed wif my freakin portfolio.

22)Who gives you the best advice?
my bffs. ((:

23)Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i don even like whipped cream.

24)Who did you talk on the phone last night?
no1. i think.

25)Is anything bugging you right now?
my freakin portfolio.

26)Do you wear toe socks?
NO.

27)Who was the last person you missed call from?
erms. i think my hse.

28)Have you ever had your heart broken?
ya. as if we all didnt noe tt.

29)What annoys you the most?
MUGGIN.

30)Do you have a crush on anyone?
Why do you want to noe?

31)Do you love your life?
no, no and no.

32)What is the colour of your room?
white. i wanna paint it pink n black.

33)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
if i don get caught, yes.

34)Do you believe the sayin''talk in cheap''?
nvr heard of it.

35)Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
ME, duh. (i'm usin yt's ans)

36)Who was the last person to hug you?
mum. zzzz.

37)Did you see the last person you kissed?
ya. its my soft toy. its so small i haf 2 c it.

38)Do you have a life?
You know, a cyber quiz i'm doing on the computer is asking me if i have a life. Wonder what I should say. (i'm usin yt's ans again)

39)Do you think someone died when they really didnt?
hmmm. do u want me 2 list out the whole list? it's longer thn dis retarded quiz..

40)What is the reason behind your profile song?
uh. u mean beat it? i don haf a reason. its just nice. weird quiz.

41)Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
uh. i 4got. serious.

42)When was the last time you smiled?
uh. few hs ago. b4 i started on my freakin pottie.

43)Have you changed this year?
mayb. how bout the fact that i'm a yr older thn last yr?

44)What are you listening to right now?
the songs on my music player on my blog.

45)Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
no.

46)Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
what a retarded quiz.

47)Is there a quote you live by?
how about "Never do online quizzes that are retarded unless thou has nothing to do."

48)What is your favourite word?
zzzz. is tt a word?

49)Have you ever played an instrument?
recorder. piano.

50)What is your worst idea this week?
Doing this hundred question survey which I'm only half done with. (agree wif yt)

51)What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
I was listening to music.

52)Are you happy wif your love life right now?
riiiight.

53)What song describe your love life?
hmmm. bleeding love..? mayb not. or see you again.

54)Does the person know you like him/her?
if the ans is yes, i'm dead.

55)Who always make you laugh?
my besties. n the retards i my class.

56)Do you speak other languages other than english?
Chinese. Singlish

57)Are you blond?
nuhh-no.

58)What is your middle name?
'xing'. crt..?

59)What are you doing tomorrow?
sku. sighs.

60)What do you think you are like?
uh. try, 'me'

61)Who would you choose to die with?
him. n my bffs.

62)Where have you been today?
home. home. home.

63)What game do you often play?
i don.

64)Who are you missing right now?
him. n my frens. sighs.

65)If you are to choose between friends & love, what would you choose?
frens tt love me.

66)What are you doing right now?
is tt a retarded q or wad??

67)What school are you from?
wsps, now in tns.

68)Name three colours that you like
black, pink, purple.

69)What emotion do you like to show?
EMO hahah no larr

70)What is life to you?
it sux. big itme.

71)If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
MUSIC.

72)Who did you last chat with in msn today?
chunyen.

73)Which month are you born in?
aug.

74)How are you feeling right now?
pissed and bored.

75)What is the time now?
8: 05pm. sg time.

76)Where are you now?
in front of my comp at home.

77)What colour did you use to dye your hair?
riiight. i don dye my hair la bodoh quiz.

78)Who do you love most?
me.

79)Why are you doin this?
cos i'm pissed.

80)What feeling do you hate most?
heartbreak.

81)At what age do you plan to marry?
hu cares.

82)Who is more important to you? boyfriend or frens?
duh frens. unless...nvm.

83)Do you have enough confidence?
yeah right. not enuf 4 rgs 2 accept me.

84)Who are the ppl you trust most?
bffs.

85)Do you believe in seein a rainbow aft a rain?
yawn. cliche. next.

86)If you can have a dream to come true, what will it b?
i wan 2 b able to fullfill my own wishes.

87)What is your goal dis year?
to do well for my prelims n psle. sighs.

88)Do you believe in eternal love?
no. its the same as true love. its doesnt exist.
hu cares. next q.

89)What feeling do you love most?
um. emo. hahaha

90)What countries do you like to go to most?
lyk or want to? want to is spain.

91)What feelin do you hate most?
REPEATED Q. next.

92)Do you treasure every friendship of yours?
define friendships. wif my true frens, yes. others, no.

94)Who cares for you the most?
hu do i noe..?

95)What do you think is the most important in your life?
him. no la. its love. lyk yt said.

96)Describe the person who last tagged you
yingtong. um. um. she lyks 2 tease me. hmpf. she's smart. she's ok la. no offs..

97)What have you regretted in your whole life?
again, y shld i tell u?

98)How will you feel when nobody cares for you?
emo. hahaha

99)What are you addicted to?
him. frens. yppae.

100)Do you enjoy this survey?
COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME. (i'm oso using yt's ans)
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ppl 2 do.
1. my bffs.
2. anybody hu has nth 2 do.

retarded.

happy bdae, berber! ((;
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yawn. no sku 2dae cos of youth dae...
its cool. wee get 2 celebrate youth dae n children's dae. ^^
hahahs. sighs.
i'm doin my retarded ss portfolio. or as cy calls it, pottie.
i created a music player. its below my links.
zzzzz.
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go listen flipside by the click five. god, tt song RAWKS sia. but shit thing is tt i cnt find the mp3 version, onli have wma. DAMN. so cldnt put it on my player. SOBB.
here's the songs on my player.
1. Beat It by FOB.
2. SOS by Jonas Brothers.
3. Elevator by Flo Rida ft. Timbaland.
4. Labels or Love by Fergie.
5. 7 Things by Miley Cyrus. (FOR CALLIE)
6. Year 3000 by Jonas Brothers.
7. Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
8. Touch My Body by Mariah Carey ( this song is SICK but super nice)
9. The Best Damn Thing by Avril Lavigne
woah. 9 songs. whoots ((: dots.
the songs take a while to load, so be patient. thank you.
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ytd, when my dad came back, he got me a BIKE. ya a bike.
woahs.
its quite nice. but he shld haf asked me b4 buyin it. it is my bike.
still... its v nice of him. n i shld appreciate it.
sides, i cld always paint it.
so i'm not sayin anything.
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my portfolio is fuckin retarded. wad's the fuckin point of it??!!
it doesnt fuckin help us in prelims or wadev.
at the this time we're supposed 2 b studying for prelims, but we're fuckin stuck doin this fuckin portfolio.
argh fuck it.
"What am I learning?"
SHIT.
"How am I learning?"
shitting.
"Why am I learning?"
I'm fuckin not.
"What is a realistic goal for next year?"
To convince teachers that portfolios are a fuckin waste of time n effort.
argh.
i nid a hammer. smash this fuckin comp.
but its not its fault.
its chiamy chiam's.
fuck la.
ok i shld stop being so vulgar...
sigh.

zzzz

its my dad's bdae 2dae. he's now offcially 48. tt's old. zzz.
dis is so retarded. i'm supposed 2 b doin my freakin ss portfolio, but i cant b bothered la. o.0
oh yea. i googled my name, n i saw tt in hangzhou, there's dis sku called Xingzhi Primary School. what. the. fuck. i'm so freakin honoured. NOT.
retarded assholes. god its so damn freakin hot nowadays.
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went 2 grandma's hse ytd. apparently it was my great grandma or grandpa's death anniversary.
yawn.
rena jie gave me loads of stuff. cds, text bk, n a super freakin CUTE voodoo hahahs love u jie! tytytytyty ((:
speakin of which. rmb tt voodoo 4 studies i haff on my hp? its fr my dad. 0.o thn when i got dis new 1 i took tt 1 off cos if i hang both it'll b freaking bulky. thn my dad was lyk, "u got new 1 thn u don wan the 1 tt i gave u." DOTS. thn my aunt was lyk, "i don get why u all lyk dis kind of dolls leh." thn she took up the 1 my dad gave n was lyk, "its so ugly n weird!" thn my dad said "but i gif her de leh! got new 1 thn she don wan dis 1 liao." thn my aunt saw the new 1 n she said" eh but dis 1 sui leh!" hahahahahah make my dad no face hahahahah hu ask him?
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oh yea n i watched the happening n kungfu panda. completely free in my grandma's hse. hahaha on the internet. 1 aft another. i pro rite? dots. ty 2 rena jie again ((:
the happening is damn freaking freaky sia. damn gory. shudder.
kung fu panda is... okaaay... not as funny as i expected. its oso rather retarded. but i lyk when master shifu saes, 'i'm not dead, u idiot!" ok i guess that's the part where i laffed the most. i'm weird.
back 2 the happening. its bout dis plants tt gif out toxic chemicals. 1ce ppl breathe it in, they'll stop all movement, walk backwards, sorta rewinding. thn they'll kill themselves. SICK. there was dis part where they pass by a town tt was infected, n there were bodies dangling fr the trees. eww. got another 1 at the construction site got people just kip jumping down fr the buildings lyk raining bodies. eeek.
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was emo last night, dunno y. but thanks 2 rey's slaps n cy's uh.. cheering up, i guess i'm ok liaoz. i shldnt emo so much or jie will b aft me. dots. there's yppae l8r. tt shld cheer me up. i hope.
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ok well even tho tmr there's no sku i shld go do my stupid portfolio now. since when am i so guai? haf a nice life.
p.s. i wanna do a quiz... bored.

7 Things

breaking news. breakup. major, man. callie n wiseley are DIVORCED. due 2 wiseley's over obsession of fucking grandchase. great job, callie, great job. that bastard's not worth it.
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dis song RAWKS. its 4 callie. ((:


its 7 Things by Miley Cyrus.
great job, cal. ((: cheer up!
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went 4 rgs dsa 2dae... sobs.
i sucked. let it b said tt i don think i'll get in.
correction. i wont get in.
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fking parents
damn fkin shit.
love me? damn crap
fk them.
cant they just heck about me?
i want 2 grow up. they're still treating me lyk some bloody infant.
fuckin shit.
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there's hurt, betrayal, confusion, emo and fuckin shit all around me.
how 2 not get fking affected?
u guys haff absolutely no friggin idea.
haf a nice life.

sh-yet.

dis is just so shit. sku sux.
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went gelare again 2dae. gonna go pokkai soon lor. when i just got my pocket $$. shitt.
but waffles r nice. esp wif frens.
well. we don wanna turn in2 "fat bitches' lyk rey wld sae so we're not goin again... T.T
sobb. well nvm.
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i'm tired of living. my blog feels dead. so does my tag board.
tingjun how many freaking times do i haf 2 sae tt I DON NOT FREAKING LYK HAO GUANG. i do not want anything 2 do wif tt immature effing idiot.
nice going, pei li n yujun. u guys rawk. ((:
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somwhow i think i shld change targets. its been too long. nothing is goin anywhere.
but if i change, there's nothing 4 me 2 switch to.
EMO.
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ohh yea. did some stupid sci experiment 2dae. ok not experiment but observations. got dis 5 preserved animal specimens: a turtle, a big lizard (i haff no idea wad species), a squrriel (i noe, wad a shitty coincidence. plus he's in my class summore), 2 pufferfishes (the small 1 was quite cute. but super spiny.) n i damn mousedeer which is freaky.
my grp (bh n dean. yongxiang went 2 squrriel's grp.)was damn freaking sick. sickos sia. they're lyk damn obsessed wif dose stuff. EWWW.
gerald was v protective of the puffer fishies. when my grp was taking over tt station, he looked at me sternly n said sth lyk don do anything bad 2 them. i was lyk, y? thn he stared at me. i was lyk ok ok fine. in the end dean fu rolled one of the pufferfishes on2 the floor. e's gonna kns by gerald l8r. ahh soh arfan said tt gerald lyk the puffer fishes so much cos they remind him of synth di. o.0
i can c the resemblance (he CUTE part. not the fishy, puffy, spiny part.)
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oh n got dis ah lian cher come relief. she damn lame sia. anyhow accuse ppl de. spent lyk 15 mins scolding us 4 sth we didnt even do. lyk wadeva. o.0
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shall go n emo some more. don noe y i still bother 2 blog anyway. no1s gonna read dis. every1's too busy wif hw. its weird y i still haff time 2 blog. n get tt, scy, kr n tingjun. its spelled WEIRD, not WIERD. clear now..?
p.s. its WEIRD y i bother correcting u guys. sighs.