为什么失去了还要被处罚呢？

[Insert picture which Siowchunyen hasn't sent me]
:D I look uber weird okay.
I overslept ._.
Then chiong-ed to Iluma to watch Sherlock Holmes yay :D
Nachos <3
Flats give me blisters :/
The movie's really nice :D
The last bit was super cool too heh.
Watsons shuai-er than Holmes hahaha -coughs-
The Iluma toilet is nice seh :D
And suddenly earphones like uber cheap O:
Got this cute ladybug pair which costs 6bucks only O:
Neos at Bugis~
We found this nicenice machine (but 12bucks ahh) :D
So we took twiceee.
Haha I really look damn weird.
The Seoul Street Food shop at the basement has nice food :D
Then we took 12 cos Chunnie has tuition (bleh) at Katong and then I took it home yay :D

Aish abit badmood now :/
Omfg dedis.
And homework ahwtf.
I shall go and die abit first, fyvm.

I don't feel like going to clean YPPAE tomorrow :/

Yelling "Pika" before you sneeze :D

Hooray my titles are in caps so I can post emotes /doesn't make sense
Today is Sentosa day or something, everyone's going there .__.
But it's so damn fricking cold la -shivers-
My nose = still bitching bleh.
Cos I dug up that whole set of old random comics covered in dust -sniffs-

HAHAHA AT SHANISSE' RESULT FOR THE "What are the initials of the person you'll spend forever with?" QUIZ :DDDDDDD
Sorry abit high now (roar still damnshitcold) wahahaha.
[O: wait my sister is attacking my weak spot DD: /chases her away]
Roarrrr why issit so colddddddddddddddddd /attempts to use laptop to warm hands

Omfg homeworkkkkkkk T.T
I promise I will post dedis later /crosses heart like how the little boy does it in Up!
Went to do my contacts today :DD
My sister and I were spamming "You've got mail from your lovely mother." the whole way heh.
I feel ripoffed by Comics Connection :///
Bleh really cannot go countdown luhhhhhhhh _|_
Got some #@$*&@#@$^% family thing ://
@#$%&%&#@$%$$#$$%%$#$$%$###$%!*&$& luh.

People all seem so different before I met them ._.
/continues stalking archives

A cat followed me from two blocks away up till my void deck :DD
It's collar said it was a community cat O:
Cats rubbing their heads on your leg ftw :D

Hahaha I love my name woohoo.
Grass ftw.
You'll know if I told you :D

I don't wanna be friends.

Ahhhhh it's late but MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :DD

New skin and URL! :D
Haha it's uh supposed to somewhat freak people out in the middle of the night.
Although I think it'll backfire and freak me out more than other people ://
I got inspiration from a ghosttttttt story which I will post up here when I stop being lazy and go and dig it out find it heh.
[EDIT]
Found it! :D Read at night only.

Don’t dismiss this outright as the work of some raving lunatic. There’s some sense to this story, if you’ll just hear me out…

Look, we all wonder if time travel is possible, right? Well, let me tell you something… it is. I’m from the future, actually. I know you probably don’t believe that, but seriously, I’m from the future. It’s a really great thing; getting to see the past, watching events unfold… stuff like that. We know more now than we ever would.

Behind all the fun, though, there’s a more serious aspect. We aren’t supposed to go in our own lifetime, and we are NEVER allowed to contact our past selves. Let me tell you, I’m breaking that rule right now. Yes, kid, you’re talking to yourself. Your future self. I’m going to be executed for this, but you know what? I accept that. I’m preventing something by talking to you that is WORSE than death. I can’t tell you outright what to do, because the filters would catch it. This is the closest I can get, trust me. I can, however, send a little message.

You should probably read the first word of every paragraph, now.

Ah I have homework to do and dedis and resolutions and reflections to postttttttt.

New clothes yay :D
Tanktop O: My firstttttt.
But I still haven't went to get my hatttttttt ):

Sian la need go paint YPPAE :/
But I got CCA D:
I want go both D:
But I will sneeze like crap if we da2sao3 ):
Like I'm sneezing now -sniffs-
And the rents say cannot go countdown luh wtffffff.

Going out with Chunnie<3 on Tuesdayyyy :D
CHIPMUNKS YAY :D
And I wanna go pierceeeeeeeeeeeeee my second earhole ):
But school gonna reopen liao ):

THXM :DD
"You've got mail from your lovely mother." HAHAHA 8D
Hahaha Yuyi's birthday is Aprils' Fool /laughs head off
Taohua and Taofan hahahaha XDXD

Kthxbye ;D

Pabo.

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留


傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

T.T

On and on, precious love.

Yay cycling :D

1. Tannnnnnnnnn. Hahaha Huiting got even blacker.
2. But sleeve = upper arms white = blehhhhhhhhhhh.
3. Beach = yay but =/= good environment for phones D: [Sorry bout your phone Dinghan T.T]
4. Stitch's cuteness is irresistable :D (except to Dinghan .___.) Huiting loves it yay :DD
   
5. So is Poof's yay :D
6. Huiting's kangaroo is hilarious hahahaha. Extremely hard to emo to LOL.
   
7. I suck at Taiti .__.  Even f I get the good cards .___.
   
8. And also I cannot lie .___. Stupidfatherwhopassedhisinabilitytolietome.
   
9. And also I have a deprived extended family .___.
10. I need to bowl more. While Dinghan, on the other hand, should stop owning people at bowling.
11. Huiting is an emokiaaaaaaaa O:
    
12. Cats dao me ):
13. Blehhhhhhhhhhhhh westies.

Wtf la SME.
Now Teukie, Yesung, Kangin, Eunhyuk and Donghae are suing SME also la wtf.
And Hankyung's contract was more like for some slave la.
And SJM's temporarily disbanded omgwtfno T.T
Eh shit la this better get resolved soon.

"insert exotic lyrics from nice song as title which I can't think of"

Why am I posting :/

I just got Xuan's christmas card, it's so sweet :D
Thanks so much my dear :DD
And along with it came my wonderful phone bill :/
3528 messages, all free :D
HAHA TO PEOPLE WITH NO UNLIMITED SMSES 8DD~
But my outgoing calls bao :/
[Thank you very much hor, Lin Hanyi! ://
Idc, next time you call me.]

I like the S.E.O.U.L. song :D
Kinda made me like SNSD abit more :DD
(even though I am damn jealous of Taeyeon you know! D:
At the front part DD: When Leeteuk was teaching her to ride a bike DD: )
And Ryeowook's voice is super recognisable la hahaha :D
He was very cute in this MV :D
Donghae dancing = love. Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.
And Sooyoung seems quite chio :D
(I am also damn jealous of Seohyeon, Kyuhyun was so cute can! D: )
Kinda makes me wanna go to Seoul, ahem.

You know you know Suju M was on this variety show on Channel U on Friday and Monday! :DDD!
I only watched the Monday episode but Chunyen said it's on Youtube :D
This damnshitlucky girl got to have Henry sing her a love song, and it was veh romantic lehhhh o.o
And another girl had all the SJM members come up dancing to her and she has to reject ALL except Zhoumi.
She was totally bu4she3de2-ing at Donghae till Hankyung dragged him off XDXD
How to reject them you tell me! D:
(Anyway by the way I reacted when I saw them, my mum said they better not come to Singapore d: )
I think my number one resolution is to not become a crazy fangirl.
At the moment I think I'm relatively normal compared to some people I know but ohwell.

I realise I do have quite alot to blog about.
Went Sentosa! :D
Tannnnnn.
No la not really but yay :D
Sunglasses = cool cos can pretend to be celeb/secret agent 8D~
Peacocksssssss :DD
And random (old) arcade games heh.

I went back to YPPAE :D
Kinda missed it, and I think our xiaopin is spas ttm but uber funny! :D
Must come watch kay.

The rents want to get this $5 thingo which apparently can like restrict Internet access -.-
Wtf please, it's not like my laptop's the only computer in the whole damn world.
School has computers, and there's something called Internet cafes.
At most stay out all day and not come home till late at night la, see if they care.

Omg Hankyung! D:
Kyuhyun! D:
Super Junior MUST NOT disband ):
Something's seriously wrong with SME :/
Although if its all just publicity stunt it'll be -.-! ttm but a big relief :D

I find Shanisse and I "singing" on Facebook highly amusing.
Cycling tomorrow~ :D

I have a sudden urge to go to Downtown East and White Sands.

So I can play the Taigu and the cube game~

I want 6K chalet.

Please do not count this as an update.

I think I just started liking Gee a whole lot more.
But they kinda cut off Amber's face DD:


I just died here.
RYEOWOOK LOOKS DAMN CUTE WITH HIS NEW HAIR XD
I swear, Donghae and Eunhyuk rapping = HOT.
This version has both the good parts of Sorry Sorry - Answer and the super cool remix they did at the Japan Premium Concert omg loves.


Its like disturbing in the horribly cute way.

Intelligently screwed.

Omfg.

I have to admit I don't really like the remix, but the MV is omfghot.
HANKYUNG AND DONGHAE = HOTTTTTT TTM.
KRY'S VOICES ARE LIKE SEXY TTM.
Heechul looked weird, so does Siwon's hair.
But still hot.
-bounces happily-
Although no Kangin and Kibum :/
Eunhae's rapping is just ajhdslhfoisubhot.

YOU KNOW WHAT MADE MY WEEK, OTHER THAN THIS?
I WENT TO WS POPULAR AND WHAT DID I FIND, HAPPILY WAITING FOR ME?
ALL 3 OF COBRA STARSHIP'S ALBUMS.
I AM NOW THE PROUD OWNER OF A HOT MESS CD.
Oh and new ZIGs :DD
Happiness.

[EDIT]
I just watched Attack of the Pin-up Boys O:
It was spas and funny and freaking retarded hahaha.
I loved the part where Kangin goes "jinx" in korean hahahaha so cute.
Ryeowook was so retarded /amused
Donghae was cute XD
Kibum was cool, I think this show made me like him a whole lot more.

I wanna do a fangirl post like Shanisse did, since she got so high over it.
Super Junior and Bigbang and f(x)! :DD

Watashi wa koko ni iru yo.

Thie tighter I hold on to you, the further I get pushed away.
I can feel it, I can feel you withdrawing.
But I don't like to get pushed;
So I'll be faster to shove.

Lonely;

So damn fucking lonely.

Frilled lizard.

Yesterday, after feasting upon the new Doraemon comics that were dug up from my aunt's house, my cousins and I truly discovered how big of a pervert the author is :/
In digitally full-colour somemore ._.

Shilang is pissing me off la!
He make it sound like Taohua just stood there and let Calvin kiss her ._.
Which she so did not and I don't think anyone would cos the way Calvin kisses is damn gross.
She's not even his damn girlfriend la, I mean any idiot can tell that he likes her too but he's such a coward!
Just freaking make her your girlfriend already so you can have a right to be angry when she goes off on a date out of pity with some other lame guy who's faking it and then kisses her by force.
And Gonghuiqi suddenly like very nice liddat, after the bitch she's been on the previous episode.
I get too ji1dong4 when watching dramas.

Flush 不了的马桶.

Went to DHS yesterday, to watch the Theatresports performance thingo yay :D
Its nice to finally be able to leave house later and yet reach earlier :DD
YAY EAST HAHAHA.

Anyway so yeah, met D at Aljunied and went to DHS to meet X :DD
DHS very big leh o_o
Stoned around being extra and laughing at the failed makeup and hairdos~
We didn't have time for dinner :/

Their freaking drama centre is so damn freaking cold la.
The whole thing was actually really funny but I would have laughed more if it wasn't so damn freaking cold.
You know they keep mentioning Super Junior muahahaha.
And their group names damn spas sia, all the weird parodies.
The hat game seems so fun! :D
The Macau group very the o_o
I'm still wondering whether they felt cold in their attire ._.
But overall the whole thing was fun yay :D

Today got THXM :D

without words, you taught me how to love.

Saddest line of the year:

"If you're going to claim some credit that you gave birth to me, at least... at the very least, you should have remembered when that was." -Taekyung to his mother.

Kinda breaks my heart, what with seeing him with red eyes.

He wants to die too.

Watched New Moon today, with a great friend I haven't seen for a long time :D
To be honest, I thought it was nicer than Twilight.
Cos of the werewolves :D
I mean like who would want some pale, sparkly, stalker-ish boyfriend if you could have a furry wolf?
Bella's a pabo.
I still think Carlisle looks the best :DD
And the wolves are so cute <3
The ending was so stupid omg.
I stopped looking forward to Eclipse till I found out that the actor for Seth is really cute :D
I shall go back to watching You're Beautiful now yay :D

Running with icecream.

You're Beautiful is really really nice! <3
Jeremy is so cute and Shinwoo is shuai and Taekyung is nice (even if he doesn't admit it) :D
And Minam (I dunno what to call her) can say all 13 Suju names (ACCORDING TO AGE) really fast O:
-feels fail-
Nice show yay :D
A.N.Jell! :DD

[EDIT POST]
Omg you know Minam's like dumb or something!
Shinwoo's so damn good to her you know! D:
It was like the cutest date ever and then she was about to see him AND THEN TAEKYUNG CALLS WTF AND SHE JUST FORGETS ABOUT THE SURPRISE.
I erm, prefer Taekyung just that teeny weeny bit above Shinwoo, but hell he's like really poor thing DD:
And Yoo He Yi should just eff off to hell and stay there.

Whattheshit.

Why am I always so damn freaking insecure.

Omg Hongki is so cute.

就像来不及许愿的流星; 再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经.

謊言讓人太陶醉；陶醉在你給的世界。
I'm so sorry but I love you; it was all lies.

我不想不願不去承認我的執著；
怕不知不覺無法忍住眼淚不留。
It hurts so much to lovelike you the way I do;
Then turn around and realise how much you don't care.

你不看不聽不說為什麼要離開我？
我不哭不笑，只剩下沉默。。。
帶著我的驕傲高飛遠走。
To smile and say it doesn't hurt,
To laugh and wish you happiness.

这街上太拥挤； 太多人有秘密。
Why bother playing Truth or Dare,
When no one bothers to tell the truth anymore?

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于；
描述我如何爱你，
你却微笑的离我而去。。。
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened.

是我忽略你不过要人陪；
No matter how much I kick, scream, and cry;
My lonely broken heart still hurts.

这感觉已经不对，我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪；你的美我不配。
I'm merely a hopeless, thirsty, anxious, blind fool.

If you ain't doing nothing let's fly away.

Haha, the song makes no sense whatsoever but who cares, the chorus is nice.

400th post, clap please.

I seriously need a change of blog skin.

Considering how I have nothing to blog about, I thought I'd recount the stupid dream I had while being halfawake this morning.
Pardon me if I sound crazy, but it is a dream after all.

So starting from where I can remember.
I'm like with this girl friend (I honestly can't remember who) sitting at the bottom of the stairs of some HDB flat which is supposed to be in Marine Parade (I know I know, I miss Taonan too much) and then we get up and look around and we see this weird creature which we think is a lion and it's like biting some weird thing (I can't really remember this part) and it like runs towards and past us and we can like see it's weirdly and white and reallyreally fluffy, like made of loose cotton.
Wtf yeah I know.
And then I turn and there's this lioness, which actually looks like it, and it's like staring and growling and then (this part is fuzzy too) I think some guy comes (forgot who) and I turn away from the lion when suddenly it like reaches out with two big paws (hell yeah, quite cute) and scratches my right hand, mainly the thumb and then I start yelling/screaming and after awhile pull my hand out and it's not bleeding but there's a weird feeling and suddenly the lion(ess) comes charging towards us and we scream and yell and run but it's mainly after me.
And then I run and run and run in the direction where the weird fluffy thing came from and suddenly it's like the void deck of the few blocks near my house and I run in circles and try to shake it off and the grass patch suddenly seems huge and I think of the Animal Planet show I watched at my uncle's house about a girl being attacked by a moose and I'm like wtf should I do what she did and curl up and wait to die or what and I'm just running and trying to dodge behind a pillar and then..
I wake up.
And my right hand still feels weird and I'm like panting like I just ran and going wtf all over.

You don't want to know the next dream I had after that.

Sorry if you didn't want to read that.

Oh family gathering yesterday, yay :D
I relearnt Daidi wahahaha.
And we played Uno after that which killed my brain so yeah I shall stop crapping and go continue my videowatching.

I will start doing dedis and reflections.
Soon.
Quoted from Xuan: note that soon is undefined.

And hell they better release the next chapter of Kuroshitsuji.
A chapter a month is agony.

Might be back.

Blue Tomorrow.

到了明天　说好不再见面　
坐在街尾的店　我一个人　点了一杯想念
到了明天　只能让爱擦肩　
两个人的笑脸　天亮前　变成泛黄的照片

身边 寂寞在蔓延
视线 被泪水模糊焦点
把我爱你　留在了心底　放在了唇边

到了明天　你就离开我身边
到了明天　独自向流星许愿　
像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言　拼凑不回的昨天　
可我仍期待奇迹会出现 no no
而你身影越来越远

爱　还留在我房间　
回忆还很新鲜　一瞬间　感觉你就在眼前

身边 寂寞在蔓延
这视线 被泪水模糊焦点
一句我爱你　深深留在了心底　放在了唇边

到了明天　你就离开我身边
到了明天　独自向流星许愿　
像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言　拼凑不回的昨天　
可我一直期待奇迹会出现 oh no
而你离去身影　却越来越远

没有你爱开始冬眠　孤单会占据每一天　
我站在路灯下面　冷清的街 边
那个曾相拥的地点
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐 oh

到了明天　你就离开我身边
到了明天　独自向流星许愿　
像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言　拼凑不回的昨天　
可我仍期待奇迹会再出现 oh no

我依然还　怀念相爱的从前
我依然还　等你回到我身边　
你留在我冰冷的枕边
按下暂停的时间　直到你再次出现　
无法承受没有你的每一天 oh no
我爱你不会改变
我爱著你　到永远

Reason is I'm a lie.

I'm a coward.
I dao people to run away from the problem.
When I dunno what to say or don't want to say anything that wil make it worse.
Or I've already screwed up the situation enough.
I just leave them hanging and go off to hide.
Maybe that's why I'm not that affected when people dao me.
Most people, I mean.
Freak, I dunno what to say.

Engine. Start.

I WATCHED 2012 TWICE HAHAHAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACES PEOPLE.
No not really.
As in I did watch it twice but maybe not in your faces okay I shall stop babbling.

Met Chunnie early! XD
Neos at WS woohoo.
It's like two whole bucks cheaper than at Bugis kay.
But I think the neos we took this time were the nicest we took in a long while :D
Ate lunch at WS too, then bused to Tampines.

We made alot of noise in the bus XP
And we agreed that Ryeowook's voice is damn reasy to recognise.
Met the others at TM :D
Reynold got contacts o_o
The guys jokingly wanted to get tickets for Paranormal Activies ._.
In the end we got like third row seats for 2012, since there were so many damn people watching ._.
You know there were like so many crazy people in the cinema ._.
This weird guy kept whistling, although at appropriate parts, not like this pyscho who laughed like crap at all the parts where the buildings were crashing down and what not.
Stupid pyscho sadist.
People clapped when the lady pointed the middle finger lol.

Chunyen left after the movie for training ):
Wandered around TM with Reynold, Gerald, Timmy, Alvin, Edison.
They were like trying to decide whose house to go so we just took the MRT to Eunoes since everybody's house was accessible from there (yeah even mine).
And then on the train we decided to migrate to Africa in 2011 cos according to the movie it wasn't gonna be flooded and then Gerald said he heard Chunyen and I commenting that in 2012 we'd be, uh, legal (sixteen years mah) and Reynold calculated that by the end of the world he'd have been legal for nine months and said he'd have nine months of fun before he died and we started laughing cos of the nine months and he said he'd bring his family to Africa and they'd all become black.
Woohoo I love our craziness.

So we decided to go to Gerald's house and reached there after he made us go to 328428934 wrong destinations.
We were like hiding behind the pillar cos we though his mother would be pissed o_o
GERALD HAS CABLE TV IN 3 ROOMS, ONE OF THEM HIS OWN.
@*^&@%*#&%@*#&
So we sian-ed around until the sky turned black and I decided to go home.

Yay long post.
Please dao all typos because I am a lazy person.

Day by dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Haha today's outing was fail la, everyone just stand around and stone ._.

Iluma's arcade is cool cos got Tai4 Gu3 <3
And the Jubeat thing omg it started playing Haru Haru and Shanisse and I started screaming -cough-
We failed miserably at it though.

2012 so cool O:
Although very the O_Oish.
[Omg Xuan just told me Rosie calls PCK Chu o_o!]
Ahem.
But it'll be quite cool if the world really ended in 2012 O:

XUAN CYCLED YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I feel lame.

Gah I still haven't finished my freaking lyrics D<

The watermelon claps.

This, my dear friends, is Rokkugo.

Going out tomorrow and on Tuesday lol.

It's nice to laze around at home and not go to YPPAE.

Cooking? Cooking! is such an amusing song.

This is a tribute to a newly discovered emote.
<_>

Shatter.

“Where do you think you’re going?” Jongwoon’s mother screamed, pulling at Jongwoon; he pushed her back.

“Away from both of you,” he snarled, and her face darkened.

“You want to leave this house with that piece of garbage?”

“Don’t call Ryeowook – “ Jongwoon began, but Ryeowook had apparently reached his limit; a sob burst out of him, and he tore his hand away from Jongwoon’s, running out of the room and out of the front door, slamming it loudly behind him.

“Ryeowook!” Jongwoon yelled, throwing his mother a furious look as he sprinted after him, flinging the front door open, just in time to see Ryeowook running across the road outside their house, running without looking, running with his head bowed so only Jongwoon saw the van coming, only Jongwoon and not Ryeowook.

When he stumbled over to the bloodied body on the ground and sank to his knees next to it, Ryeowook was already gone.

“I love you,” he could only whisper as he cradled Ryeowook’s limp head in his lap, caressing his beautiful doll-like face, Ryeowook’s blood staining his hands and clothes, the same blood that ran in his veins. “I love you, Ryeowook, and I’ll never leave you. Didn’t you say you wouldn’t leave me too?”
__________________________________________________________________________

Jongwoon was the only one at the simple funeral.

He was the only one at the gravesite when they lowered the coffin into the ground, deep and dark and cold, into a place where Jongwoon could never reach.

He was the only one at the cemetery at night, when the wind howled and the rain fell, but he continued sitting by the grave, leaning against the gravestone as his fingers traced the photograph of Ryeowook embossed into it.

He couldn’t leave. Ryeowook needed him. He’d promised he never would leave.
__________________________________________________________________________

It was only two days later that Jongwoon made his decision.

“I love you,” he whispered over and over as he swallowed pill after pill after pill, medication that he’d procured from a pharmacy when he left Ryeowook earlier that day, just long enough for him to get what he needed. “I love you, Ryeowook, wait for me, all right?”

His head was already spinning and growing heavy; he struggled to keep his eyes open, so he could continue looking at Ryeowook’s photograph, continue taking more pills, until the bottles were all empty. He smiled at him, closing his eyes finally, visualizing Ryeowook in his mind.

“I’m going to you now,” he whispered, holding on to the image of Ryeowook as long as he could, until finally all went black.

I don't care if its slash or incest this story is so damn freaking sad.
At least the last part is.
GAH T.T
DDD;

rokkugo.

Yay Rokkugo~
Spas-est hyper-est nomeaning song ever :DDD
The watermelon claps XD

So Hujintao came our school on Friday O:
Got alot of police O:
And we stood under the sun and clapped to welcome him O:
And went to KAP after that lol.

I got nothing much to post about but Dinghan keeps kajiaoing me.

"RYEOWOOK IMNIDA~!"

My sister went to Malaysia yay rejoice :D

Yay Xuan for giving me her pouch and Sony E earphones plug ♥

Haha Suju members' twitters are damn funny.

leeteuk Playing tennis game with kyu...losing...T_T why gamekyu..why
kyuhyunnie  @leeteuk because I love you~
jewelguy @leeteuk WHY (ARE) YOU PLAYING TENNIS? you suppose(d to be) getting foodㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ i know i should came with u guysT_T

HAHA DAMN SPAS LA.

I shall go copy my lyrics byebye.

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you.

But somehow I managed to live on longer than my feelings for you.

Chunyen told me Kpop really bonds people together.
Imo it drives people apart.

One year's almost over; should I be thankful or not.
It's been a tough year in many ways, and I still prefer 2008.
But one must not dwell in the past.

I learnt many things this year.
Got to know new people.
New places.
I became saner, yet crazier in a way.

I learnt the difference between emo-ing for real and emo-ing for attention.
I learnt that flirts are everywhere.
I learnt that "true love" isn't worth it.
I learnt that it takes one to know one.
I learnt to fangirl.
I learnt to appreciate shuai-ness in girls.
I learnt to hate the old me.
I learnt to treasure true friends, and to spot a fake one.
I learnt that music cures everything.
No wait I already knew that.

Secondary school life sucks, to be honest.
The teachers suck, the people are fakes.
And in a girls' school there are loads of class politics, bitch fights, etc.
Fake smiles and backstabs.
Fangirls and haters.
True friends and bitches.
What can I say; life's like that.

I relived my childhood.
Listened to Kpop.
Cried, hugged, laughed like I never did before.
Texted a whole damn lot (thankyouunlimitedsmses).
Fangirl-ed like nobody's business.
Hated with a passion of a thousand suns.
Wrote letters to people seated next to me.
Became more scandalous (according to Chunyen).
Missed Taonan.
Hated Yppae.
Loved Yppae.
Stopped emo-ing so much.

I've learnt that instead of doing unto others what you want them to do unto you, do unto others what they would want you to do unto them.
I've learnt that originality means alot at our age.
I've learnt that dao-ing is basically just running away from the problem.
So you, my friend, are a coward.

On a lighter note, I found many things too.
I found Cobra Starship.
I found Super Junior.
I found Bigbang.
I found F(x).
I found Kuroshitsuji.
I found Howl's Moving Castle.
I found Taohuaxiaomei.
I found bahchormee (no wait I found that last year).
I found MSN games.
I found Xuanli and Dinghan.
I found 112.
I found myself, amidst the chaos.

Just like that.

What's with all the short titles lol.

SO yes yay ECP was fun woohoo.
I shall uh, list -coughsandcopiesdinghanwhocopiedxuan-

• I overslept. Or rather I dreamt that I would oversleep and I really did ._.
• I managed to find the underpass omg I feel pro.
• Watching someone stare at someone else eating a burger is surprisingly hilarious, don't ask why.
• I feel bad cos in the end Xuan didn't really learn to cycle much D:
• Too much cycling makes your butt hurt (o.o?) Tailbone rather okay I am not making sense. My legs hurt though.
  
• ECP is like damn freaking long.
• Dinghan likes to hao4lian4 his stupid cyclingwithnohandlebars skills. Actually all guys like to hao4lian4.
  
• It is not nice to be poked repeatedly when you are cycling. Dinghan if you do that again I will poke you. To death.
• Cycling from 12plus till 3plus makes you turn into a freaking lobster. I swear my arms are damn red now.
• Cycling from 12plus till 3plus WITH SLEEVES makes your upperarms disgustingly white. How to wear Hongzi on Friday you tell me.
• My handphone pouch eloped with my earphones and my ezlink card was a stowaway D: 
• Hugs are nice :DD

My earphones lie over the ocean D:

Talking to Shanisse amuses me.
I shall post the funny stuff she showed me another time.

Oh the mini-gathering at TNS yesterday O:
Here comes another list.

• Wiseley dragged me to Tampinese to take 31 with him ._. Which resulted in both of us being late roar very nice hor arfan.
• All of us got dragged in to babysit the P4s while they had their Math Shopping Day (they had to cook) and we became their maids or something.
• P4s are so rude to their seniors. This girl went up to Reynold, shoved a can in his face and went "Open."
• When failing to open a can, "go find Mrs Chiam, ask her use her teeth to open." :D
• I miss Taonan food omg.
• Went to MPL to play Truthordare hahahah nice place to play la, library.
• Shootscrewmarry is disturbing, especially when the choices given are, shall we say, un-screwable and even worse to marry.
• Baby books are damn freaking amusing. "Hum hum baby" o_o
  
• We are always getting kicked out of the library.
• Went on a date with Chunyen to Parkway :DD I bought a poster woohoo.

Okay I shall go and sleep and I will elaborate on this post if there is anything else to elaborate on.
kthxbye.

CHU.

I just heard Hot Mess on 987 zomg.

CHU IS DAMN NICE LA HAHAHA WOOHOO F(X) IS THE BEST KOREAN FEMALE BAND.

ISO was lmao, saw random people.
DORETTE :DD

YAY XUAN IS LISTENING TO KPOP.
BUT NO YAY SHE IS LISTENING TO SNSD DD:
YAY SHE THINKS SUJU DANCES WELL (they do lo).
BUT NO YAY SHE LIKES GEE :/
BUT YAY SHE LIKES AMBER WOOHOO.

I WATCHED HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE!
BEST SHOW EVER.

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE HAHAHAHAHA I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO POST.

FANFICS ARE FUNNY.

ECP ON WEDNESDAY WITH XD (aka Xuan Ding).

Shall do the profound post another time.

Oh and just to somewhat boast, my MSG is 1.83 :D

Konk.

This is supposed to be a rather deep, profound, meaningful post.
But my brain is currently too severely sleep-deprived to be coherent.
I'll be back.
Happy 4th Anniversary Suju!

Orange hair ♥

HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE ♥
(Dao this post)
OMG IT'S SO CUTE AND AWESOME LA.
HOWL♥ WAS SO SHUAI (in anime terms) AND COOL AND CUTE.
AND MARKL'S DISGUISE WITH THE BEARD OMG I ♥ THE BEARD.
AND SOPHIE AS AN OLD LADY OMGGGGGGGGG SO CUTE ♥♥
TURNIP HEAD ALSO OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.
I WANT TO WATCH THE WHOLE THING.

lies.

Boy.
I'm sorry, but I love you.
That's all I gotta say.
Look, everything's gonna be alright.
Isn't it?
So then.
Why am I crying?

Hugs!

HAHA INTERCLASS GAMES SUCK LA.
SCHOOL SUCKS LA HAHAHAHA.
SORRY I ABIT THE HIGH NOW, TOO MUCH EHB WOOHOO.
I LIKE HUGS :DD
AIRCON~
XUAN I WANT TO SEE YOUR GUY CLOTHES AND SEE EVERYONE IN MY CLASS LOVES YOU AND YOUR AWESOME-NESS.

I'll be right there.

Got this off Facebook:
I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister.

My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when quite near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else.

One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I
was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want to go ahead with it, just come up and get me." I was stunned. I was frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs.

When she reached the top she pulled down her panties and threw them down the stairs at me. I stood there for a moment, then turned and went straight to the front door. I opened the door and stepped out of the house. I walked straight towards my car. My future father-in-law was standing outside. With tears in his eyes he hugged me and said, "We are very happy that you have passed our little test. We couldn't ask for a better man for our daughter. Welcome to the family."

The lesson? Always keep your condoms in the car.

Mhm YPPAE was okay.

School today was stupid la.
But my MSG was 2.17 :D
But then LA got changed, and stupid Oily didn't let us check our new MSG :/
First Aid lesson was wtflol, the talk after recess was stupid.
The talk after school was also stupid.
I wish they would just give us our holidays already.

Nothing to blog about; come back when I get a life.

I'm so sick of love songs.

Everyone loves Tao Hua Xiao Mei I tell you :D
Freaking cute show.

Went Orchard today with Yiling, Likshi and Yinjean.
ION stuff so expensive -.-
We sat under the escalator (like the back there, where it's slanted) to eat lunch hahahah.
First time seh.
I found Suju M's mini-album in the CD shop there :D
But so bloody ex.
Basically everything is so bloody ex.

After walking around (somewhat aimlessly) for awhile, Yinjean and I followed Likshi home while Yiling went home on her own.
Likshi's brother's friends seem so despo (from what Likshi said she heard them saying o.o) -.-
THEY KILLED MY HAIR CAN, PUT SO MUCH GEL THEN MAKE IT LIKE (failed) HEDGEHOG DD<
Then it rained and I ate Likshi's mum's awesome laksa.
Family gathering got postponed to next week cos of the rain o.o

I love long bus rides home.

Micheo micheo baby.

Fruits hunt today la, wtslol.
Epic fail -.-
The kickboxing workshop was even more -.-
But the twistingarmpart actually quite fun :D

The guy in the talk was so o.o la!
Keep wanting us to say he's hot -.-
He's balding somemore.

Was hanging around in class after school.
Then Gwen and Lihoung and Andrea were like feng-ing cos Andrea discovered the Love's Like This MV (which apparently just came out o.o) and they were like drooling and hyperventilating all over the class comp la!
Then KHJ appeared (he looked fugly lol) and Lihoung go so ji1 dong4 you know!
Then she like kena spasm -cough- and kick kick.

Then our fantastic class comp just blacked out like that ^^
PWNT LA.
Then the 3 of them were screaming in evony agony hahahahahah.
I laugh until cannot laugh 8D~

Went Anchorpoint and Ikea with Shanisse :D
The longlong road from the Queenstown station to Anchorpoint is like basically for talking about serious stuff lo, since we always do that.
Anyway I bought my cactus! :D

SO CUTE RIGHT.
GIVE IT A NAME! :DD
And I bought this badge!

WUYA HAHAHA SO CUTE <3
No comment on what I bought from Comics Connection ><
Feel so broke now.

SHERYL THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE TEENAGE ISSUE.

I influenced Shanisse to like Hankyung wahahahah.
No not really.
But she thinks he's shuai wahahahahaha.
Cos he's from China and not Korea! :DD
Lalala.

I love you more; more.

Bigbang has such disgustingly nice MVs of their disgustingly nice songs.
TOP's voice is just plain awesome.

Andrea's awesome masterpieces :D
FYI, that's eyeliner on TOP.

The DISC test thing is so o.o
I hate the sandpaper at the edge of the LT steps.
People were molesting my pineapple hair today :/

Anchorpoint tomorrow :D

I'm so sorry but I love you.

You know I just figured out yesterday that TOP is that super shuai guy in the Haru Haru MV! <3

A1 FOR LA MUAHAHAH. Double weightage somemore.
B4 for Chinese ):
A2 for Math ._. Xuan the pro got full marks wtf.
C5 for Science D:
B3 for IH ._.
MSG = 2.67 :DD

Went to WS yesterday to stone ._.
Comics' Connection :D
Went to Tampines today with Gwen and Lihoung,
Sushi <3
And Comics' Connection again hahahaha.
I REALISED THE AUG ISSUE OF TEENAGE HAD A SUJU POSTER D:
But the back is BOF -.-
So can just forget about it.

I dunno what to blog about.
I keep typo-ing.
Delilah keeps dying in Final Fantasy hahaha.
And I am gonna vandalise LMH's face on the latest Teenage issue :DD

Don't look back and leave;

Don't look for me again, just live.

I'll still be there for you (even if we're strangers now).

I think I damn fail la, online at eight or nine and post at twelve -.-

YPPAE WAS FUNNN :D
I tell you, people's reaction to my hair is super funny la.
They just like O:! all the way.
The girls don't (really) like then the guys are okay ._.
WHKS :D
SPIKES WEEHEE.

Nice to see everyone (not exactly but yeah you get what I mean) again :D~
Although now I have to perform next year D:
Didn't really feel like it :/
BUT WE HAD ALOT OF FUN HEH.
LIKE THE CANCAN THING HAHAHAHA.

Sorry I'm abit the spas now, ignore me (:

Goals by end of this year:

• Learn Sorry Sorry and It's You dance! :D
• Learn skateboarding O: 
• Learn to ride my bike with no handlebars~

The first one is a must~

And I think F(x) might end up being the only Korean girl group I can stand.
LACHATA!
And Haru Haru by Big Bang!
/self control
Jasmine all your fault D:

Eodil gana dangdanghage utneun neoneun maeryeokjeok.

Favourite line in Sorry Sorry :D

[DISCLAIMER: THIS IS AN EXTREMELY HYPOCRITICAL POST. IF YOU HAVE A GOOD IMPRESSION OF ME, PLEASE DON'T READ IT.]

I like Super Junior! 8DD~
And Super Junior M~
I feel really bad saying that, cos I used to hate Kpop alot and now I think it's not exactly all that bad and I listen to Suju now.
I FEEL LIKE I'M BETRAYING XUANNIE AND DINGHAN AND SHANISSE YOU KNOW T^T
[If you guys are reading this, please don't hate me.]

Anyway.
I like Ryeowook the most :DD!

I think he's cute.
And Hangeng is shuai!

And Yesung XD

Ahem.
I promised myself that I would never fangirl crazily over any Korean band, so yeah.
-SELF CONTROL-

I found a Suju poster from Teenage hahaha.

Suju aside, guess who I saw today.

LEEMINHO HAHAHAHAHAH.

Second time I went to the airport by chance and meet some ming2xing1 arriving in Singapore O:
Was there for lunch, since I live like 15minutes away.
Then I saw like 8327410987263 people there and I was thinking someone must be coming and then I couldn't remember if any other celeb was coming anytime soon EXCEPT Leeminho.
So then I sms-ed Gwen and Andrea to find out if he was coming and turns out he was and they were at the airport too (been there since 8am o_o) and then I squeezed in with them :D
No I don't like him but ohwell, everyone was blocking the path to FOOD so might as well amuse myself.
And then there were two false alarms (I almost went deaf with all that screaming) before he came out :D
He's uh, quite shuai I guess.
Damn freaking tall o_o
And all the ming2xing1 always wear sunglasses -.-
That time SHE also -.-"
SO yeah there was like shit load of screaming and chiong-ing and then it was over and I went for lunch :D
Chunyen was sad cos she thought go also no point, but in the end I saw him and she didn't -coughs-
And the most amusing part was later Xuan sms-ed me asking if Leeminho was at Plaza Sing (he was) and it turns out she was there by chance too.
Which seems like I'm "passing" Leeminho to her hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha.
And both of us don't even like him -.-

Ohoh I cut my hair!~
Influenced by Xuan, so uh, if you've seen her of late, you can guess what my new hairstyle looks like.
Considering how I haven't gone to YPPAE for godknowshowlong, I hope they don't get too shocked when I see them tomorrow.
(Yes rejoice people, I'm going back tomorrow.)
Lalala.

'Cause it's over; girl you know it's over this time.

HELL YEAH.
EOYS ARE OVER.
8DD~

Although I don't know what to blog about.
Since I doubt people actually wanna know how Xuan and I piao-ed to KAP after our paper ended at 9.15 to have breakfast
Or how we laughed at Ronald Mcdonald kajiao-ing the NY and HCI people.
Or how we then piao-ed to West Mall and stoned at Popular and Bukit Batok Library (I FOUND THE SPOOK'S SACRIFICE -heart-) and then met up with Dinghan and stoned abit more before piao-ing to the food court to eat.
Or how Dinghan went home and we piao-ed to City Hall (HMV sells Hot Mess at twenty bucks and ninety-five cents now O:) then Marina Square and just piao-ed around aimlessly and then piao-ed our seperate ways and I piao-ed to Tampines Mall.
Or how after piao-ing to 3 different Wallet Shops in 2 days I still can't find a nice pencil case.
Nope, I bet you guys aren't interested anyway.

But you might be interested to know that the latest chapter of Kuroshitsuji is out and this is my 375th post.

Sleepy.
I'm supposed to be happier than I feel currently.

[EDIT]
WOOHOO TOM WARD HAS THE SAM BIRTHDAY AS ME :D
And The Spook's Sacrifice features daemons hahahahahaha.

Would you lie with me.

I think Ruby Gloom is cute :D
So is Misery :D

EOYs are almost over!
Woohoop.

Gonna die for Science and IH :/

Bugis with Shanisse was rather fail, lol.
Go read her blog, I lazy post.

Halloween cards roar.

Depressed person A affects person B to be depressed.
Both depressed persons get C to cheer them up.
I have a feeling C is gonna get depressed soon.

If I lie here; If I just lie here.

Woohoo(p).

KAPMS (King Albert Park Mugging Session) (PMS ._.) was... not productive.
As usual.
Basically I go there to sleep ._.
Or high.
Basically everything except mug ._.
Bleh.
I want my cactus!
Gonna yang3 one after EOYs :DD

Oh.
Anyone, if you happen to go to the library and find Renegade by Alan Gibbons, the third book in the Hell's Underground series, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me get it.
And I will love you for life.
No.
But yeah, I'll be damn grateful :D
Oh and if you can, The Spook's Sacrifice by Joseph Delaney too :D

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

let's try to take it back before it all went wrong.

I felt so shiok eating it okay XD
Bahchormee <3

EOYs are 6/9 = 2/3 overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
YAY.
And Difficultlikeshitsurediepapers day #1 is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Now to prepare for Difficultlikeshitsurediepapers day #2~
And then it's LAST PAPER LIAO.
AND THEN I'M FREE!~

LA was screwed :/
I'm gonna attempt the Casting Stones and Freedom compos after EOYs!
Chinese was uh, okay :/
I didn't fall asleep you know!
Math can just die.
History already died.
Then there's still Geog and Science!
T.T
Then Math Paper I and then FREEDOM.

KAP today was fail la.
I NEED TO LIAN4 MY DAN3 LIANG4.
So long never go YPPAE then start (sortof) screaming again D:
And I need to reply letters x.x
Shanisse laughs everytime I curse o_o

Understatement of the year:
"I don't stalk alot!"
--Dinghan
MY ASS AH HAHAHAHAHA.

Kuroshitsuji lalalala.
I went to the library and got 5 books!
Now confirm won't mug one :/
Although 3 of the books I read before :/
SPOOK -heartheart-
ALAN GIBBONS -heartheart-
Lalalala.

Someone gimme a name for the dragon sitting beside me now! ;DD

AND I STILL HAVE BINBIN'S HEAD MWAHAHAHAHA.

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Source A:

This is a photo taken at KAP after successfully stacking Binbin's heads.

How useful is this source in showing that mugging at KAP is unproductive?

This source is quite useful in showing that mugging at KAP is unproductive, as it is a photo taken first-hand at KAP and thus should be accurate.
This source is useful in helping me understand one of the activities done while at a mugging session at KAP. This is clearly shown as the source shows two Binbin heads stacked dangerously one on top of another, at a chair in KAP. As both heads appear to be round, it can thus be inferred that a relatively large amount of time has been spent on positioning them.
Hence, it helps me to understand that a portion of the time supposed to be spent on mugging has been wasted on frivoulous activites such as that shown in Source A.

However, the source does not mention the other activites done to waste precious mugging time at KAP.

From what I know, many other activities have been carried out during the numerous mugging sessions held at KAP, such as poke wars. In such competitions, the poker has often decided before hand the target of the day, who is usually an extremely pokable person with amusing reactions. The poker will then amuse themselves by poking the target throughout the mugging session at random points in time and watch the target's reaction.
Other wasting-time activites include sleeping, Sesame-Street-characters-hand-puppet fights, eating, vandalising arms, doodling, arm wrestling, staring contests, and overall amusing oneself instead of mugging for the up-coming examinations.

Hence I conclude that this source is not entirely useful in showing that mugging at KAP is unproductive.
---
CLAPCLAP! SO PRO RIGHT XD
-cough-
I think today's study session was the most unproductive one lo.
But probably the funniest :D
Anyway I am lazy to blog out the whole process so go to Xuannie's blog for details :D
Poking and staring and laughing and SUSHI AND HOTCAKES LALALA.

ONE TIME BY JUSTIN BIEBERBINBIN FTW.

Number 1 on my "DO STRAIGHT AFTER EOYS" list is to train myself to stalk professionally! XD
Number 2 is upload a photo album on Facebook with all the amusing pictures taken during KAP mugging sessions :D
Number 3 is organise that drag-random-people-along outing! :D
Somewhere on that list is go back to YPPAE :/
And change blogskin and URL and stuff like that :D

I shall go talk to Hanhan[CREDITS: JIEYIN] Dinghan and amuse myself now.
kthxbye.

Alone;

It's such a nice way to spend a good part of my Saturday.

Wearing black class tee and black FBTs, trying to kill myself in the heat (until I turned on the aircon), sitting on my bed surrounded by (ignored) mugging materials, SMSing and falling asleep in between replies.

Oh, and punching walls, writing my next best-selling novel, achieving world peace, the usual.

I like KAP study sessions.
Because I basically don't really end up mugging anyway.

I speak whale too!

Today, we got back our zoology tests so we could see our grades. One of the questions asked how we were supposed to tell the difference between a living animal and a dead animal. I couldn't remember the answer so I wrote "Poke it." Full credit was awarded. MLIA

Today, my friend gave me money she owed me. Instead of handing it to me, she put it in a random book in the library and texted me the title. I felt like a secret agent. MLIA

Today, I was babysitting a 3 year-old. She took me to her room and began naming off all of her stuffed animals - Fluffy the cat, Woofy the dog, and - of course - Horny the unicorn. She still can't figure out why I was laughing so hard. MLIA

I  live in Australia and have a friend on facebook who lives in New York. Today I left a comment on her page and afterwards she informed me that the time stamp on the comment said 'tomorrow'. This excited me so I proceeded to spam her page with messages from the future. MLIA.

Today, I realised that my shampoo is the color of blood, and I made bloody handprints on the wall. Remembering that my parents didnt know I was home, I made a mini murder scene in the shower. My mom screamed loud enough to wake the neighbors. MLIA

Today at school, in IT class we were working with CDs. I always sit at the same computer and it has never let me down before, so you can imagine my surprise when the disc tray didn't open. My teacher told me to just move to another seat. I, being loyal, refused.I fiddled with the tray until it opened, it had a 20 dollar bill folded inside. Loyalty is clearly appreciated by Microsoft. MLIA

Thanks to Bryce I have found my new favourite website.
Screw FML, MLIA is so much more awesome.

Well I don't care what they say; I'm in love with you.

That's my favourite line from Bleeding Love :D

My boyfriend got a new haircut!
She looks sooo super shuai now ♥

So many letters, so much paper, so little time.

Emo; everyone was emo today.

I can't believe we almost spent the whole journey to KAP with cats on our heads.
Study session was cool I guess, even though I didn't mug much, as expected.
I love how we just started singing Bleeding Love so naturally XD

GLOWSTICKS AHHHHHHH -FENGS- AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Cheat my feelings lo, I only got 2 D:

Taonan was okay.
Played T or D at the place where the Fitness Corner used to be.
I realised that the guys thought the hardest when thinking of Truths/Dares for me :D
Good of bad?

Miss Leong ♥

I miss talking to Siowchunyen.

I would give away the rest of my life just to relieve 2008.
Even if it means dying on 01012009.

They're gone;
You're gone;
Too far gone.
I hope;
I pray;
But you stay away.
Over?
Far from it.
Crying?
Everyday.
Missing?
You're the only one.
Hating?
Yeah. Me.

You bet your sweet ass I do.

I dunno what to blog about.

Oh KAP was nice (:
She's cute (:
They're sweet (:

Although I feel bad ):
I keep feeling bad these days D:
And I keep forgetting/losing stuff D:
(LIKE MY BOTTLE! AAAH)
Lack of sleep.

THERE IS A BLACK VERSION OF THE LABWORKS NOTEBOOKS/WRITING PADS YOU KNOW.
I GOT THE A5 SIZE ONE! -FENGS- (credits Xuannie :)
And I bought another two for History and Geog mugging notes :D
YES I AM GOING TO MUG.

I failed Bio.


And I watch;
As they leave me;
One
By 
One;
As the tears fall;
As the feelings go;
As my heart harderns;
With every goodbye.
Because I'm Stupid.

-palmface-

Elmo
Elmo
Elmo
Elmo
Elmo
Elmo
And Cookie Monster
And 3 'calefare' teddy bears~
xD

Credits: Dingjie :D
THE CUTENESS KILLS YOU RIGHT.

My auntanduncleandcousins have a new PENTHOUSE in Carabelle!
It's damn big!
And apparently Nic Oh lives there too :/

Today was epic :D
KAP was fun and super funny :D
Going home was fun too :D
Mass convo is (was) fun too :D

Today shall be mass-writing-of-letters-day :D

You better lose yourself in the music.

The Warning by Eminem.
One word: awesome.
Eminem's great when he's pissed off.

Even week Fridayyyyyyyy.
Today (or rather, yesterday) was epic.
Spots flew all the way across the board room, haha.

KAP after school was so ._.
But quite fun, in a way :/
Heh, going home was really funny, never laughed so much for a long time.
TNS ftw :D

Anyway, I guess Gee by SNSD is erm, not that bad, just that it's too act-cute for my taste :/
I still think Because I'm Stupid is the nicest Korean song ever.
And the only Korean song I will listen to :D

4 people in my contact list have a heart shape next to their names.
And you'll be dead if you think you can take them away from me.

Very methodical when I slaughtered them.

I've been listening to alot of Eminem nowadays.
I realise some people don't listen to him cos he's too vulgar for them.
But his songs are really nice :D
Sheryl already liked Beautiful after hearing the first verse.

I'm like drifiting along with no planned destination.
Just living the days as they pass, no ambition, no goal.
Okay except to not get retained.
Avoiding people appears to be something I've done alot recently.
Oh, and trying to give myself ink poisoning.

I shall go sleep, I guess.

Maybe one day we'll wake up and this'll all just be a dream.

Delilah Tan stop saying you look like crap la,you look okay.

As for me..

And Xuannie looks like a cat :D

WE ARE ON STOMP :D

HERE :D

Although it might have been Dingjie who posted it.

Gah I haven't done my homework.

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

that tonight's gonna be a good night.

I successfully "forced" Delilah to go to Candeo@Orchard!
Yes I am awesome I know no need to applause :D
I'll post about it when I get back :D

Tiu Wee Yong says:
well
going to own whoever it is
i don't care
not going to give chance
i'm going to ram it
1 week of evony
i mean
agony

This guy is damn funny.

[EDIT]
Candeo@Orchard is super fun :D
Although only really little people came, instead of the huge crowd I expected ._.
The organisers and more than the volunteers, LOL.

I feel bad for dragging Dinghan along, cos I didn't know he would be like the only guy his age x.x
SORRY.
But I swear, he's damn nice to poke, cos his reaction is supersupersuper funny XP
You poke him to the right then he'll move to the right one XD

The lanterns are uber pretty okay :D

More on Facebook, when I have the time.

I now know how people feel when they give out flyers and try to talk to you but you just dao them D:
I HEREBY SWEAR NEVER TO DO THAT. AGAIN. EVER.

Huiting and I were high-ing and singing songs IN THE MIDDLE OF ORCHARD ROAD, YEPYEP.
Cos they'd be playing music (THEY PLAYED DOWN ♥) and we'd be singing and dancing crazily :D
I think Delilah and another random guy thought we were crazy when Xuannie and I did that "I Know You Want Me" thing, HAHAHA.

But hell was it fun.

don't ever look back.

Had maternal family gathering again!
Except this was a biggggg one, cos we were taking family pics O:
I brought Spots along, and it got totally loved okay :D
Rongjun kept trying to snatch it from me D:
Then they all bully me loh, cos of me being the oldest girl D:
Haha, but it was still fun :D
Pictures when I get them.
I want moar gatherings.

Nice to talk to some people, and nice not to talk to other people.

I looked at Kevin, then I was like "what the hell" and went to sleep.

YES I SAID THAT OKAY, SO QUOTABLE RIGHT :D

Fridayy is a nice dayyyyyy, because there is music and we get to fool around on Garageband :D

Claris brought her laptop, and we had a fun time fufilling our sadistic pleasures (SOUNDS WRONG) by trying to make the character (SHE NAMED IT KHJ :D) in her retarded trampoline fall off.
Hell, it was damn funny, cos it always seems like he doesn't have a freaking backbone.
I'll post the screenshots sometime :D

Candeo@Orchard~!
I AM SO GOING MAN, LIKE ON A DATE WITH XUAN :D

That deal; that deal about dying (together).

Still on?

Tigers on stumps.

This is Spots the tigerrrrr.

I screwed Bio Block Test.

Wiseley owes me a Cobra or a Starwars Starship, wthaha.
So I owe him either a boy or a girl.
Or a boy which likes girls.
Or a sissy.

Gerald, I saw Synth-di on the MRT todayy.

I'm too tired, just too tired.

You're trusting the wrong people.

I shall go talk to Weeyong to laugh my head off.

but kid you try so hard she just laughs in your face.

HOT MESS IS AVAILABLE IN SINGAPORE.
Thanks, Tingjun.
BUT ITS THIRTY BUCKS.
"Dad? You know you still owe me a present..." :D
Yihan wanna share cost? :D

And can't stop myself, I'm looking.

BFFL :D And Anton in the background.

 

Are they real or fake? :D Looks damn real right.

They're wax figurines in Wanqing Yuan.

Some freaking funny person stuck those stickers on PCK at the MRT there :D

This is not even my full arsenal of softtoys :D Got a whole cupboard full :D

People, which one cutest? :D

Holidays are boring.

I gotta stop slacking off homework.

Going to my grandma's house is like going for a shopping spree.

I always get so much new stuff back.

I got alot of inspirations for new stories, but I dunno how to continue them.
Speaking of which, I haven't uploaded the last sadistic story O:

Yes I still listen to Dangerous :D
Akon ftw!

I want Cobra Starship to come to Singapore.
I want a Cobra Starship poster.
I want more people to listen to Cobra Starship.
I want more Cobra songs!
FANGS UP.

Who wants the world?

Wanqing Yuan on Wednesday was stupid.
Marina Barrage on Thursday was slightly less stupid, cos we went around cam-whoring and not listening to the tourguide.
School on Friday was so slack.

My mum made me go back to Taonan after school to pick up my sis from her remedial.
She (was supposed to) finished around 5 plus, so I around the world to Parkway first.
This shop called Amoeba is damn cool :D
Bought a handphone sock from Minitoons that says Wah Kao in chinese :D
(Later I claimed moolah from my dad for it, and he said it "looks nice ah, very good quality". I'm glad he can't read alot of Mandarin)
Saw Miss Leong when I went back!
Had a long chat with her (she seems shorter, I'm so happy :)
Apparently this year's P6 has a better attitude towards PSLE than us (of course), but we were still smarter :D
And she also said Wiseley's getting wiser, but it'll be a long time before he lives up to his namesake (HAHA).

Holidays are boring.
I'm gonna end up doing homework at the last minute.

I found alot of Kuroshitsuji stuff in Comics Connection!
Should I get my mum to buy them or order Hot Mess online (since she owes me a present)?

I realised that only when someone is dead and gone from your life that they become famous in your heart.

Squirrel!

Teachers' Day!
The celebration at Nanyang was stupid.
Oily saw my hair and said I "look so nice, it brings out your eyes."
Wonder she realised it was cos I wasn't wearing specs.'
The concert was stupid.
Sheryl(okay maybe not her) and Sandra and Wenyin and Claris and I were making stupid jokes throughout the whole thing.

I got very pissed off after school.
Look, if you already yue1ding4 to cab somewhere with some people, you don't ditch them there without telling them, then cab off yourselves and think that the person is psychic, and knows that she has to get there herself.
And then you are nto supposed to have the cheek to feign surprise when the person reached at the time when you were leaving.
It's not my fault I don't have your number.
It's not my fault I couldn't find you.
I even waited a whole fucking hour outside school, just to have SOMEONE ELSE, NOT EVEN YOU tell me you went off without me.

And the guys change their mind faster than they change underwear, wtf.

At least I got to see some teachers, and my darling Dorette.
Miss Leong looks super tired and stressed ):
She seemed so happy to see us, and she actually hugged us.
I miss her.

So in the end, a whole group of us went to TM to watch Up.
Reynold, Dommy, Louis, Edison, Baohuei, Junhern, Timmy, Weizhi, Zhiyuan, Colin, Ailvin R, Chunyen and me, if I'm not wrong. Can't remember who else.
We wanted to get Timmy to get us tickets for The Final Destination, since he probably could pass for 18 years.
Went to KFC for lunch.
Then went to the open space at TM to play Truth or Dare before the movie.
The stupid guys kept asking stupid Truth questions about Chunnie and I, since we were the only girls.
But hell, the Dares were damn funny.
There was this pedo uncle who stopped to look when Louis was supposed to hit Weizhi with a ball where it hurts >.>
And I loved the part where Reynold ran around screaming like a chicken :D

And then the 2pm movie people came, and everyone was like OMF when we saw Gerald, cos HE CHANGED ALOT.
In a -cough- good -cough- way.
He's like taller, and more adult-ish now, and his voice is damn funny.

So then we went to watch Up!
It's damn cute, dunno why SOME people fell asleep loh.
Squirrel!

After that we came out and saw some of the 2pm people again.
We hung out around for a while, then went to Pastamania for dinner.

Then I went home while the others went to spend Anton's money at the arcade >.>

Still, it was fun.
Even though I'm broke.
Everyone said I look damn different, cos I was wearing contacts and cos of my new hair :D
Official 6K gathering on Friday? :D
Picture9s>s when Blogger stops screwing up.

my heart?

My heart is currently leaking while being deperately patched up.
It's shrunken and unsightly.
It's black.
Why would you want it?

But a rush.

Stupid water bottle.

Hamster and Terrapin!

Siowchunyenimissyouandreynoldyapicantwaitformonday.

And there's nothing I can say.

There's a reason.

After 2 days, I forgot what to blog about already.

Sec 4s Grad Party during CCA was fail.
The food was so fail Yihan and I went to buy cup noodles to satisfy our hunger, since the cupcakes we baked look, um, unedible.
I'm gonna miss the funny seniors so much );
Especially Feiya, omg.

Going home on Thursday was like some mini-gathering or something loh, what with me, Wiseley, Baohuei, Weizhi and Weeyong (no he's not from TNS).
I think we made too much noise in the bus/MRT, oops.
And thanks for all the suggestions and for supporting me :D
Wiseley (Bobo) + Jieyin (Dodo) = Child (Bodoh!)
Hahahaha.

I was so pissed off on Thurs that they stopped selling the "FREE HUGS" shirt that I stayed pissed off for the rest of the day.
It was a rather flipped up day anyway.

Today was nice, because there's music, the perfect way to end the last day of the week.
Even though I really really hate school now.
I wish Yihan was in the same class as me.
I love how she loves Cobra Starship too.
And how she helped me.
Thanks for the exclusive muffins, Pek :D

I have such a perverted older brother.
Hear that, Daryl?

I cut my hair today, it's so goddamn short now.
I HAVE A FRINGE NOW TOO.
Like a really short one.
AND THEN I REALISED I (might) LOOK LIKE YOUKNOWWHO.
*stabs*
But seriously, don't laugh when you see me, cos it's really really veryveryvery short.

Cheer up Sandra, Weeyong and maybe Delilah :D
Even though I feel like a hypocrite saying this.

I am a social pariah.

my heart just lagged.

New resolution: GO TO BED BEFORE 11PM EVERYDAY.
Okay, maybe except weekends.
But I think its physically impossible, unless I don't touch the computer. At all.

Had my OFFICIAL birthday dinner on Saturday :D
Dian4xiao3er4 is a very nice place to eat at, but it makes you feel fat after that cos you'll eat alot (1 and a half bowls of rice okay )<
I still haven't chosen my present.

I skipped YPPAE, for the 2nd time.
Never thought I'd say this, but I really don't feel like going anymore.
Even though I miss some people there, YPPAE's just kinda a waste of time for me now.
2009 sucks, I wish it was 2008 now.

Sim's email is buanana@hotmail.com (I think).
Failed attempt to be funny.

Many thanks to Sumin, or else our group would have died-ed for Home Econs today.

I think Forum Theatre is super cool!
Some HCJC people came to like, show us about it, and I laughed until my stomach hurt.
It was super fun hanging with them after that.
The girl called Mingming or something was from TAONAN okay.
And we all secretly think she and that tall guy (he reminds me of someone I know) are so gonna end up together.
But yeah, we do realise our uniforms look like pillowcases (or at least, I did), fyvm.

kthxbai.

My heart pumps as the bass drum thumps, you gotta move when the floorboards jumps.

Even week Fridayyyyyyy is always a nice day, because we never seem to spend any of the lessons in classsssssss at alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
And there's music!

I think CCA batch lunch is always a failure.

I think my MSG for this term is gonna be like, 3.something.

Shouldn't have signed up for the bian4lian3 thingo, even though it was rather..amusing.

Yihan cheat my feelings ):
But she's super brave.

10 more days to going back to Taonan! <3<3
To seeing Chunyen and Dorette and Junhern and other people I have not seen for very long <3
6K GATHERINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Chloe, Weeyong's a really good guy, must be nice to him ah.
But I swear, he's super emo now.

And this is really random, but HCI WATER POLO WON RI WATER POLO, HURHUR.
And there was still this person who was going around saying that Raffles would totally win.
In your face man.

3 Things (and only 3) That I Regret About Coming To Nanyang.

• It's a girls' school. Which means more bitches, and more cat fights, and more backstabbing, cos girls don't often fight face to face.
• It has a freaking high standard. Plus (cos we're girls) everyone's really hardworking, and I feel super out-of-place.
• SIOWCHUNYEN ISN'T HERE.

I got nothing else to say about you anymore.

kthxbye.

了了,懂了; 我们都一直爱着

I was supposed to post this a long time ago, but.

Took me one birthday to realise;
who cares,
who doesn't give a shit,
and that I'm all alone.

I blast music, so I can't hear anything.
So I can pretend that everything's going fine.
That I'm all alone, and that I want it this way.
I blast music, so that one day I'll turn deaf.
So that I don't have to pretend I'm blissfully unaware of what people say anymore.

I used to say I liked being alone.
I guess that's cos I was tired of pretending to actually give a shit about whoever I'm with.

Don't regret it, Just let it; Give credit, Don't sweat it.

 

My hamsters, as promised :D  

RAWR AT ANYONE WHO SENDS ME HAPPY GHOST FESTIVAL SMSES NOW, BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE AWAKE IN MY HOUSE AND I DON'T WANNA GET SHIT SCARED OKAY, BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN GHOSTS.

What's up with all the fugly guys in Taylor Swift's MVs.
They're like, not fit to be with her loh.

Tuesday.
I can't stand it when people pronounce my name wrongly/MIX UP MY NAME WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S.
Fyi, its xing4zhi3, not xing1zhi1 or xing1zhi2 or xing4zhi4 etc.
And what is wrong with waving to people, you tell me.
She's just jealous cos we're more interested in random people than her stupid face.

Cca supersuper fun!
Played the gou1gou1shou3 game that we always play in YPPAE again ^^
Then also played this game called Pocket.
Omg, Vivian and Xin Yung are super cute can.
"Fashion mah!"
And Feiya got this super cool guy's hairstyle, zomg.

When I listen to Yihan's love life, I feel like I'm reading this supersuper sweet love story.
Yihan, you luckylucky girl, you deserve your happiness okay :D

Went home with Wiseley, Daryl, Weizhi and Weeyong.
I feel so scandalous.
It's super funny going home with two love sick guys, cos you can see the stupid expression on their faces when they get smses from her.
"Wait, I must be the first one to read it." :D

Wednesday.
Boring luh, nothing much to post about.
Wore the pill earrings to school (yes, earring, cos my left earhole closed up ):
And heck yeah, I knew it was illegal.
But its super cool, cos I realised that Jiawen's right earhole closed up, and so we can buy a pair and split it between the two of us.
Oily got so amused.

MANY THANKS TO THE AWESOME ISAAC WHO GOT ME A KUROSHITSUJI POSTER.
It's currently hanging on my wall now :D

Kor's failed attempt at making me not scared cos of the stupid Hungry Ghost's Festival by being a pervo made me lmao.

And we have a President's Scholar, so no school on Thursday :D

Super looking forward to August 31.
Wiseley's organising 6K gathering at Parkwayyyyyyy!
No ______ and ______ please.
I'll make sure we get a 6K class tee man :D
I wanna see Miss Leong's new hairstyle, haha.

Unoriginal two-faced bitch.
Always complain about it, now you're doing it yourself.

And you're the kind of guy I'd take home to mum, if my momma was dead.

I was bloghopping and ended up at Justin (Lim)'s blog (cos Shanisse made me read it a few times and its super funny) and I found this.
He's like a mix of CLS (from TNS) and my father luh, wtf.

I love poking Delilah on Fb, simply because it looks so cool in pirate language.

Eminem vs Mariah Carey, wtflol.

I'd rather go for CCA than see Caomei's face after school, fuvvm.

One of the hamsters have a swollen eye or something.
Shit, that poor thing.
I don't have the heart to bring it back to the pet shop to exchange for another one, not when I have no idea what they're gonna do with it.
I can regconise them now though.
One's super hyper and has this black spot at the whiskers there, the other one is emo but super cute, and the last one is the one with the swollen eye ):
I only know Imma name one of them Rhino (cos of the hamster in Bolt and cos of Rey :) and (I was forced to name) another one after Kor.
I wanna keep them even after BRP );

Goddammit, stop forcing me to accept him.
It's my life you know.

My tear's gone cold; I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all.
And even if I could it'd all be gray, put your picture on my wall.
It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad..

Do you know who I am? Good, neither do I.

Shanisse's house today :D
Skipped YPPAE.

The call was so weird.

I swear, both of us slack like shit sia.
We were on facebook and msn and blogger etc.

AND BIDOU IS SUPER !@#$%^& FUNNY.
IT GOT SHIT SCARED OF MY NIKE BOTTLE.
And it's scared of balls okay.
Serve it right for scaring me the last time I went her house )<
And no, Delilah, we are not evil.

Our appendices are like damn long, to make up for the pathetic conjecture ):

Junyingg was drunk, hahahahahaha.
And I saw the Qinx bear!

I just remembered Prawn Noodles and Chicken Rice.
Fricking funny.

Addicted to Prostitution Is The World's Oldest Profession (And I, Dear Madame, Am A Professional) and Damn You Look Good and I'm Drunk (Scandalous) by Cobra Starship.

S-C-A-N-D to the A to the L-O-U-S.
Damn that girl; she's scandalous.
*looks at Shanisse pointedly*

I'm bringing sassy back!

[EDIT]
Imma lovin' the 3 new balls o' fur that I just bought home.
Help me name them!
Pics when I have the time :D

I'm sorry, love feels like a goddamn battlefield?

Founder's Day!
Wth, they split us into Red Team and White Team, and we were supposed to wear the color of our team.
Can't they choose NICER colors (okay fine the red is nice but not with white, dammit, that's like NDP) like black with pink or something.
I never knew they could squeeze the entire student population into the hall.
And that people could talk cock for ten minutes straight, with a microphone, while everyone dozes off/talks cock as well/plays stupid hand games we haven't played since we realised they were, well, stupid.

Funfair next, along with songs dedicated playing in the background.
I swear, who the hell would dedicate HOEDOWN THROWDOWN to anyone?
All I could hear was just K-Pop and Taylor Swift.

I fricking paid 9 bucks for the String-A-Name thing.
Ordered 3: my name, "♥YPPAE", and "I ♥ TNS 6K'o8".
Fine, I admit they're nice, but now I'm completely, completely broke.

The haunted house looked damn cool, but I was not paying four bucks to get scared man.

Face paint!

The cheering session was just plain dumb.
I still can't believe we won though.
I thought White Team would win for sure.

And then I went home with Daryl and Wiseley and Weeyong (YES HE LIKES CHLOE).
Chloe, Weeyong has pictures of you in his phone, and he stares at them okay.
I never told you that :D

I feel so honoured that the auntie at The Cafe Lobby at the Pasir Ris Interchange can regconise me.
Probably cos I always eat there, and I have weird preferences.

I think Video On Trial is funny.

kthxbye.