Madness to magnet keeps attracting me.

I realise why Taonan people are so real to me.
Cos everyone else's just too fake to handle.

Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh...

Day and night (what, what)
I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind (what, what)
I look for peace but see I don't attain (what, what)
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play
Now look at this (what, what)
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me (what, what)
I try to run but see I'm not that fast (what, what)
I think I'm first but surely finish last, last

Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change (never change)
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)

Hold the phone (what, what)
The lonely stoner, mr. solo doe low (what, what)
He's on the move can't seem to shake the shade (what, what)
Within his dreams he see's the life he made, made
The pain is deep (what, what)
A silent sleeper you won't hear a peep, peep (what, what)
The girl he wants don't seem to want him too(what, what)
It seems the feelings that she had are through, through

Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change (yeah) (never change)
The lonely loner seems to free his(yeah) mind at night (at, at, at night)

Slow moe, (what, what)
When the temple slows up and creates that new, new (what, what)
He seems alive though he is feeling blue (what, what)
The sun is shining man he's super cool, cool
The lonely nights (what, what)
They fade away he slips into his white nikes (what, what)
He smokes a clip and then he's on the way (what, what)
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,

Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change (never change)
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)

At, at, at night

I can finally proudly proclaim:
I hate YPPAE.

So you say it doesn't matter?

Well then I guess when I'm somewhere high up, like on the rooftop ledge of some building, then it wouldn't matter to you, right?
And when I'm face down in the dirt, blood all around, without calling you along, then it wouldn't matter to you too, would it?

Because it sure as hell won't matter to me.

And she says "Oooh; I can't take no more."

I am motivated by Pek and Shan to post happy (and colourful) posts.
So here goes.

Today was rather fun :D
Started of with the Malay Sabbaticals part.
Watched this movie with coughr-ratedpartscough which were actually rather funny :D
Or maybe its just my perversity.
Its call Sepet and its honestly quite sweet <3
Pekthemanwhohasnotasingleounceofromanticnessinherbeing was sleeping during the romantic parts D<
I like the hair-combing part [eyebrow]

Scriptodub was fun and full of win, cos we watched all the dubbed videos.
Pek's one was oh-so-synchronized >_> It was scary.
Xuannie's one was so funny! "Remember to feed the fishes."
And our group's one was win too <3
The constipation one made me lmao.

Bused to Tampines with Daryl [who got off halfway] and Wiseley.
Wiseley owes Daryl and I 1280 kisses to other random people :D
Cos of Daryl's ingenious idea of punishing him for making us wait so freaking long. Whoots. The ride was rather funny, with both of them talking about stupid stuff in school O_o HAHAHAHAH MY MSG PWNED THEIRS :DD Whoots!
CHICKEN RICE [insert wiggly pedo eyebrows]

I SAW BRYCE AT TAMPINES MALL ADMIT IT PEK YOU ARE AWFULLY JEALOUS :DD

Oh and just wanted to say this to Pek and Yingman.

THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT (about shooting), YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST <3

Looking forward to joining and waving the pistol about in their faces :D

Don't remind me; I'm not over it.

I can't cry anymore.
I used to cry so much.
I think it probably has something to do with the fact that when I was younger, I hated myself when I cried.
Which in turn has something to do with the fact that I only cried cos my father whacked me and he would yell at me to stop crying and I would just kept crying and then he would keep whacking me and I had to force myself not to cry.
How I wish I could just scream it out and the world; in your face.

Imissyou.

Memories are supposed to fade; what's wrong with my heart.

-HERE LIES A DELETED RANT ABOUT THE WAY I WAS TREATED AT SHOOTING-
Because if I posted it, everyone would just be all "I told you so" and so let it be that only Yingying and another batchmate (I forgot her name) knows what happen.
I will tell you if you ask nicely though. Depends on my mood.
Lets just say that when someone tells you "Can you please leave?" (in that tone where the word please seems completely contradictory), you do not feel good. At all. kthxbai.

What kind of parents want their daughter to starve to death?

Mine.

and i lie; and i lie till i don't know who i am.

I AM CURRENTLY IN THE MIDDLE OF COMP LAB 1 SLACKING INSTEAD OF REVISING OUR SCRIPT FOR SCRIPTODUB >DDD
AND I AM HUNGRY SO I AM GOING TO GO BUY SPAGHETTI LATER INSTEAD OF CURRY DON COS THE JAP STALL ALWAYS CLOSES BEFORE END OF SCHOOL DDD<
kkthxbye.

[EDIT]
Yes Jackophunk the Jap store was open so I had curry don :D

Stupid muscle aches, now then come -.-

What's the difference between going home yourself and going home with someone who just daos you throughout?
The second one's more lonely.

But I see you Sometimes I try to hide; What I feel inside.

[Disclaimer: I have stared at this screen for half an hour (okay I did other stuff too) thinking of what to blog. This shows that I have no life :D]

Erm, today was.
Okay?
Idk._.
Its like I stare blankly and think Whatthehell did I do today?

Shooting was okay I guess._.

I really dont know what to blog about.
So goodbye.
I have no life.

Wish I didn't.

Everytime I blog, I promise myself that I will blog what I want to blog (emo posts), and not what others want to read (hyper and pretty posts) but look what happens.

Yesterday was okay I guess, with YPPAE.
Kinda got pissed off abit, I don't know.
Fuck.

Today was first day of Sabbaticals.
How interesting can it get, considering that my Sabbatical is Scriptodub?
But we watched this.

It's like omgwtflol.


CHUNNIE SO CHIO RIGHT :D
Taken in the middle of Bugis Junction :D
Love ya Chunnie! <3

Oh yeah I went to see the shooting coach today!
She say my hand never shake!
Muahahahah so happy.
I'm like really gonna transfer loh.
HELLO PEK AND YINGYING <3
HELLO SHOOTING CARDS <3

Oh yeah just wanted to add that Pek and I were doing HCJC cheers (IN THE MAN VOICE DUHH) in RGS :X and got many weird stares :D
Whoohoo~

It's the memory I can see,then this fear comes over me.

24 May 09, 08:20
jiawen: Your shots are prosome. I saw my previous classmate's ones , they were all out of the circle [eyebrow]
Lol no it was sheer luck X:

24 May 09, 10:56
shanisse: zomg call him DADDY? is like you marry chunyen liddat =.= jaclyn kept saying "sheryl do your bust!" during softball ;D
-.- do your bust sounds so wrong [eyebrow]

24 May 09, 13:27
andrea: you should totally join shooting D
Very sian leh, can't decide D:

24 May 09, 18:49
edison: delwyn i do train mine i bet im stronger than you... if im not i have yishu to help me anyway
I have nothing to say.

24 May 09, 18:58
del~edison: except maybe ffyy. he'll pwn him with his fats
24 May 09, 18:58
del~edison: hardly any sec 1 can win yishu.... <_<
24 May 09, 18:57
del~edison: girl guides?
24 May 09, 18:57
del~edison: whats your cca O:
I lmao-ed.

24 May 09, 20:23
jaclyn: Join Shooting and I shall look at your cards and give you motivational comments. 8D (andrantoyou andPekaboutband)
I'm reminded of when the coach covered Jiawen's extra hole in the card and went "Bu cuo!" :D

24 May 09, 20:34
chunyen: oh yeah! yesterday rocked! x333 LOVE YOU! must definitely meet up so much more during the hols yeah:D
OMG YES. I miss you already D:

I should stop slacking and go do that (!*&(*@^*&%!)&@ Patchwork 3 so BYEE :D

and the reason is you.

Nanyang and RGS (and RI) open house today!

Went to Nanyang to meet Pek, then went to RGS :D
There was this damn funny advertisement on one of the seats at the bus stop.
We took 156, hoping to see the Bishan Gay, but no luck D:

Its fun being closet Sec1s, and walking around like we're interested p6ers.

There were alot of screaming when I met people, like SIOWCHUNYEN<333
Omg I miss her so much sia ><

When they went for cheering,I went with Pek to the shooting range!
Omg now I really feel like joining shooting lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Lol I watch the performance in the theatre watch until I fell asleep X:
Very nice to sleep sia.
Sorry Pek ><

Went to Bugis with Chunnie!~
Wanted to watch Angels and Demons but no timing D<
Lols we are epic fail at DDR :D and she bought the same type of pouch as mine :D and we exchanged the strap.
And then we bought charm keychains from Gift-a-name <3

AND OMG WE TOOK SHIT LOAD OF NEOS.

Then went to her club for an awesome dinner and her parents fetched me home after that :D Her father told me not to call him Uncle, but Daddy instead >_>


Omgwtflol the spastic ad >_>


Some person dropped the Macs ice cream.
So pro sia.

Omg so proud of my shots >D

The keychain Chunnie and I bought!
So pretty right.

To change who I used to be.

Nanyang and RGS (and RI) open house today!

Went to Nanyang to meet Pek, then went to RGS :D
There was this damn funny advertisement on one of the seats at the bus stop.
We took 156, hoping to see the Bishan Gay, but no luck D:

Its fun being closet Sec1s, and walking around like we're interested p6ers.

There were alot of screaming when I met people, like SIOWCHUNYEN<333
Omg I miss her so much sia ><
And Dorabean too~!

We watched a bit of Outbreak in the classroom, with the nice aircon while eveyrone ate.
Then they went for cheering and I went with Pek to the shooting range!
Omg now I really feel like joining shooting lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Lol I watch the performance in the theatre watch until I fell asleep X:
Very nice to sleep sia.
Sorry Pek ><

Went to Bugis with Chunnie!~
Wanted to watch Angels and Demons but no timing D<
Lols we are epic fail at DDR :D and she bought the same type of pouch as mine :D and we exchanged the strap.
And then we bought charm keychains from Gift-a-name <3

AND OMG WE TOOK SHIT LOAD OF NEOS.

Then went to her club for an awesome dinner and her parents fetched me home after that :D Her father told me not to call him Uncle, but Daddy instead >_>

Pictures!

Lols the spastic ad on the bus stop chair.

Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again?

I kinda forgot what I was supposed to blog about.

Today was like PMS day or something, so many people bad mood ._.
Oily stormed out of the class larh, wtf.
Throwing her weight around D<

Insensitive bastard.

PE was fun!
We played softball :D
And kept making jokes about busts :X
May the best bust win xD

Chinese and Math are like vacuum cleaners.

Geog was all camwhoring :D
Cos Miss Khoo got operation DD:
Then the stupid dental called me out for filling D<
Is not cavity okay, is naturally got hole liao O_o

CIP was plain horrible.

Anyways.
There's a vacancy in Shooting (Pistol).
Jiawen and Yingying ask me to go.
The coach says will accept anyone leh, then next year also confirm go competition.
Plus can train muscles :D
But need commit alot leh.
I dunno lah, should I transfer?
Yihan almost killed me when I told her lor T^T
GARHZXC.

And so tomorrow I am going to RGS Open House to look for my darling bestie and we are going to talk so much and we will go out <3
IMY!

Getting dao-ed 2 times in 2 days; I bet you're so happy right.

surf out, blank waves, click back and forth.

I AM NOT A TOMBOY!

Lazy to blog, more tomorrow :D

[EDIT]
So we watched AI yesterday.
It was omgwtfno larh.
The perverted part was so damn funny.
And I corrupted everyone :D
Go to see Shanisse's blog for the convo!

The bazhang performance was quite nice actually :D
But Tingyu took my bazhang! DDD<

I don't care, NYVB still owns HCI Volleyball :D
In yer face, Wiseley. Chloe is so awesome.

Being the only Nanyang girl in the middle of a big group of HCI guys is abit...
But its really funny.
Hahahah they said Daryl has Qi Gong lurh, wth.
And Wiseley and Weizhi thinks I'm a tomboy >_>
Cos I don't sit down on the bus when there's an empty seat infront of me ._.
Omg people, say I'm not a tomboy.

Just thought I should say that the stuff that I really want to post about are never the ones that I actually do.

Whatever.
I know JJ Lin is gay and all.
But I'm just addicted to this song.
<3

AndallyoupeoplewhowenttowatchangelsanddemonsiamangryatyouD<
I want to watch lurh!
GARHZXC.
All those lucky people who watch TWO TIMES sommore.
Rahh!

We open up unfinished parts.

I hope I quit Jap before the next lesson.
Screwed up my CA3 so much.
Garhzxc I wanna quit and self-learn :D
Pek teach me!

So it was CSM today O_O
Like so weird.
Shanisse (not suprisingly) noticed that Nanyang people sit closer to HCI people as they progress to Sec4.
Garhzxc I screwed up for relay!
And I didn't see that many people I know xD
Although people kept telling me they saw people I know ._.
The NCC performance was funny sia, but got Homecoming <3
I think the band was hilarious.
They made me laugh through the National Anthem :X
The music so...Smurf-ish.
And the lion dance was nice okay!
Anyways. Some stuff I learnt:

1. One must come to Hwachong armed with a fan.
2. One must organise mini primary school gatherings for Nanyang and Hwachong people during CSM.
3. One must be enthu during cheering.
4. One must not spend one's whole CSM sitting at one's seat (LIKE I DID) and instead should follow one's boy-crazy friends around laughing at people.
5. ONE SHOULD MUST NOT HAVE CCA AFTER CSM.

I pwned CCA for one hour though xD
Went to NYPS (godknowswhy) with Xuannie and Huiting (who was being extra too ._.)
Saw alot of people, like Delwyn and Zhengjie and that gay MPC.
NYPS looks freakily like NYGH.

Screw Duan Wu Jie!
You people better don't laugh at me tomorrow.
Yihan is so funny, she was imitating the HCJC people cheering.
Bazhangs unite!

HI PEKKY WHERE ARE YOU?

Shanisse is such a scandal :D
But talking to her on the phone is fun :D

Me: Ooh we are doing number sequence for Maths!
Jiawen: Oh no, number sequence reminds me of Mrs Chin!
Shanisse: Oooh don't we ALL know a Mrs Chin?
Everyone: [/wiggle eyebrows at Lihoung]
TEEHEE.

Bullet-proof vests ain't no good in preventing heartbreaks.

I never thought I'd say this but.
SCREW MY CCA.
Wtf lah, I really wanna go out can, and I feel my social life has ALOT MORE IMPORTANCE than freaking Duan Wu Jie.
Frankly, I don't think anyone's gonna bother even watching our stupid presentation.
WHY MUST IT BE SEC1s DOING IT.
WHY MUST WE MAKE IT SO BIG.
WHY CAN'T WE JUST GET 2 PEOPLE TO MAKE SOME STUPID SPEECH SO THE OTHERS CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A LIFE?
If Qu Yuan was alive, Imma tie him up and lock him in the same room as the Bishan Gay.

Anyways, so sorry for cancelling last minute!

Ahem. On a sidenote.
TANXINGZHI IF YOU SCREW UP TOMORROW YOU ARE SELF GROUNDED.
Must not recieve baton wrongly.
Must pass baton properly.
Must not fall.
Must not drop baton.
MUST NOT LOOK LIKE A CHICKEN WHEN RUNNING :DD

Screw Ba Zhang.

I don't want you to run away.

I'm wrong; you don't understand.
Why did I ever believe that you did.

Fuck homework.
I'm tempted to copy Delwyn and Davis but I don't wanna spam ._.
SO angry at myself.

Shit I really wanna quit Japanese.

I wonder whatever happened to "I love YPPAE"?

I took a ride on a February morning,
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning,
I started thinking out loud:
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired,

My baby's flying off the edge of the road,
She's saying, "I'm so sorry about that note",
That left me all alone,
But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Seven days since I've seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I'm burning out now,
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we're hanging at the end of the road,
We've flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You're a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Burning for you,
Burning like a candle,
Burning for you,
Burning like a candle

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me.

Credits Tingjun.
Very scary ney O_O

Hohoho so happy, got new books <3

YPPAE tomorrow .__.
I WANNA TRANSFER CLASS PLEASE. I'M BEGGING YOU. I DONT WANNA BE IN THE SAME CLASS WHERE THE PEOPLE THERE ARE P5 AND BELOW (with the exception of Peipei and Junjun). SOMEBODY PLEASE KILL ME.

Xuannie come watch Hongtang II with us!

The Bishan Gay is scary.

No, that could not be the case, Mr Cheng insisted. "I am taking pictures of only Bishan's scenery. I love Bishan and I feel very attached to the place, which is why I still come back here after moving to Ang Mo Kio," he said.

Wow, NICE SCENERY.

"I feel responsible for these boys, and I just want to guide and help them if they need it," he said, when asked why he was still so involved with the school after so many years.

Guide them huh.
I'm thankful I'm a girl, for once.
But Pek and Jack says theres the Orchard Lesbo and Bugis Bi .__.
Singapore so scandalous.

No no no no baby, no no no no don't lie.

Fuck.
I wanna quit Japanese.
Should I?







Huh.
Jealous.
Me?
And I thought after these 3 years, you would actually understand me.

Will you try to make me feel better?

SCREW CHINESE SIA!
And I am so for Jaclyn's Shut-Up-in-Class Revolution.

SHITYOU TEOZHENGJIE MAKE MY BESTIE SPRAIN HIS LEG YOU DESERVE TO DIE MAN.
And because of you, Rey can't walk now so the gathering is cancelled.
FEEL GUILTY OR DIE.

Free period during Geog :D
But I like Miss Khoo D:

Watched like a itsy bit of A.I. during LA.
Quite nice seh.
Still like I,Robot though.

Asian Civilisations Museum .__.
If it wasn't for this I would be able to get my album back T^T
Sorry Wiseley.
But very nice cos Xuannie come with our class xD
It's like so close to VT T^T
The exhibits are freaky.
But we had fun :D
Should I post the unglam pics I took on the bus?

GARHXZC I WANT MY GATHERING TOMORROW.
FREAK LARH.
SIOWCHUNYEN IMY >.<

I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya.

NEHH.
SCREW CHINESE.
SCREW MATHS.

Got gang gang hao A1 for Maths.
I so love demoralizing teachers who always say "You can do better" instead of "Hey, good job! Really not bad, but I think you can do even more xD"
Who agrees with me? :X

SCREW CHINESE SIA!

Stupid stupid stupid skirt.
So grateful to my CCA jacket ^^

I miss primary school.
Where there were guys to make me laugh and less girls to bitch about.
Where if you fell asleep in class, you can actually understand what's the lesson about.
Where teachers actually had an existing sense of humour (due to the guys), regardless of how small.
WHERE THEY DONT HAVE SO MUCH FREAKING SIAS.

Going to the musuem tomorrow.
Garhxzc.
Wiseleyarfanyougay I want my album back neyy.

So sian can, the outing.
PANGSAI LARH WISELEY AND EDI YOU TWO SUCK DD< I MISS YOU SIOWCHUNYEN I DO NOT TYPE ALOT IN MY POSTS BUT YES WE HAD A VERY GOOD TIME TALKING ON MSN XD YOU BETTER TELL ME EVERYTHING KKAY :DD AND YES I WILL GO FOR RGS OPEN HOUSE (with Pekking duck hohoho) AND I WILL SEE DORABEAN TOO XD AND YES REYNOLD CHOOSE A NICE MOVIE.
No punctuations rock.

PISSED OFF LARH.
Shit.

On a sidenote.
So little people passed my facebook quiz .__.
Delwyn and Yiling got 50%, Chunnie and Jiawen and Tingjun got 62% and Davis (like freaking amazing, I also dunno why ._.) got 75% O_O
Scary.
The people who got the icecream question correct must really know me or are really good guessers ._.
I think some people are gonna kill me cos of the correct answer for the second last question >.<
AND YES I LIKE RAP KKAY -.-||

Nehh I want music.

Don't try to win the game, you're only gonna lose.

I have no idea what to blog about.

Oh yeah going out on Saturday!
Probably some TNS gathering I guess :D
Happiness.

The Nanzhongquan teacher is so pedo larh.
We buttoned our PE shirt up again (to protect our chastity and innocence :)
Then now he start of lesson then make us do some perverted actions larh -.-
Wtf.
Then after that teach us the stupid actions liao then sit there like permernant PMS liddat D< Biased shit.

IF I COMMIT SUICDE TOMORROW IT IS PROBABLY DUE TO SEVERE DEPRESSON RESULTING FROM THE UTTER FAIL OF MY MATHS BLOCK TEST RESULTS.
I'm just saying :D

Freaking bitch.

I WANT IT!
Get me this for my birthday and I'll love you forever xD

[EDIT]
I HATE FRIENDS FOR SALE.
STOP MAKING ME FLIRT/KISS/WHATEVER SHIT!
GARHZXC.
YES, THAT MEANS PRACTICALLY ALL THE FREAKING GUYS LIKE ZHENGJIE AND BAOHUEI AND GERALD AND WISELEY AND JOEL AND GODKNOWSWHO.
D<
[EDIT]
And not Delwyn.
Happy not, Del? xD

shame on me.

O_O So screwed :X
NYJF Sec1 Batch Photo! <3 I look the most screwed sia.

100 years ago people said that when a black man became President pigs would fly, and on Obama's 100th day of presidency, Swine Flu!

CREDITS SHANISSE XD

Tuesdays make people feel screwed.
Garhzxc.

出会いに色はなくて　モノクロ　吹き抜ける
deai ni iro wa nakute monokuru fukinukeru
痛みごと　君　委ねましょう
itami goto kimi yudanemashou

傷跡　強くなぞる　容赦ない秋がきて
kizu ato tsuyoku nazoru yousha nai aki ga kite
涼しい指　手招くままに
suzushii yubi temaneku mama ni

溶けた後のやっかいな　氷みたいな私を
toketa ato no yukkai na koori mitai na watashi wo
優しくすくって　上唇で遊ぶ
yasashiku sukutte uwaku chibiru de asobu

それでもひとつの愛の形を探す
sore demo hitotsu no ai no katachi wo sagasu
遠くよりも今を結んだ　枯れた瞳は
tooku yori mo ima wo musunda kareta hitomi wa
できればこのまま　包まれて終わりたい
dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
二人で秘めた　淡い肌　月も隠れてる
futari de himeta awai hada tsuki mo kakureteru

あれから幾らか　夜　好きにもなりました
are kara ikura ka yoru suki ni mo narimashita
依存の海　息も忘れて
ison no umi iki mo wasurete

夢中のその手前で　生温さだけを残して
muchuu no sono temae de nama nurusa dake wo nokoshite
引き際の美学　得意げなキス　嫌う
hiki kiwa no bigaku tokuige na kisu kirau

一人にしないで　もう察して　彩めて
hitori ni shinai de mou sasshite ayamete
どの言葉も　君の部屋では　すり抜けていくの
dono kotoba mo kimi no heya de wa surinukete iku no
乱れて　眠って　それ以上を教えて?
midarete nemutte sore ijyou wo oshiete?
笑顔の問いに　迷う吐息　月だけが見てる
egao no toi ni mayou toiki tsuki dake ga miteru

次の長い針が　天井に届く頃には
tsugi no nagai hari ga tenjyou ni todoku koro ni wa
君はもういない　私はもういらない
kimi wa mou inai watashi wa mou iranai

それでも確かに愛の形を探した
sore de mo tashika ni ai no katachi wo sagashita
遠くよりも今を結んだ　濡れた瞳は
tooku yori mo ima wo musunda nureta hitomi wa
できればこのまま　包まれて終わりたい
dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
その願いは　夜は　虚しく　朝を連れてくる
sono negai wa yoru wa munashiku asa wo tsurete kuru

優しくて　熱くて　卑怯なキスで
yasashikute atsukute hikyou na kisu de
彩ってよ　最後の夜　月が照らしてる
ayatte yo saigo no yoru tsuki ga terashiteru

[EDIT]
I wanted to do new post, but 4 posts in a day just screams "NOTHING BETTER TO DO ISSIT!"
And I do have other stuff to do [errrrr..*bite fingernail* (quoted from xuannie)] like homework.
Yes I am joking :D

I want to shake some sense into Riiko.
CHOOSE SOUSHI, DUMBASS, NOT NIGHT!
And don't come asking me why I'm reading that manga.

Can we all kill CLS so we can heck about wen2 zhang1 fen1 xi1?

Thank you Delwyn!
:D
I still feel bad T^T

*stabs homework*
DIE, BIATCH!

I need a new manga to read.
Other than overrated ones.

Staying up to read manga is not healthy, Shinji.
Especially if there is a shit load of homework smiling at you.

Fruits Basket suddenly got really interesting.
Its so sweet ^^

I shall be remotely hardworking and go do my Japanese homework xD

your heart belongs to me.

Yppae today!
Kinda fun, actually.
BUT I STILL WANT A FREAKING CLASS TRANSFER, DAMMIT.
Zu3 Yuan2 3 sucks.

Thanks alot ot Yiling who gave me her extra copy of Vanishing Acts ^^
Love Jodi Picoult.


Okay its supposed to be the moon.
Since its really pretty tonight.
But I have epic fail photograph skills T.T

Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer.
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression.
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me.
I know you can feel me.
I can't live without you.
God, please make me betta.
I wish I wasn't the way I am.

If I told you once, I told you twice.
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out with nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see your hearts belongs to me.
I love you so much.
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take this pain away.

Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer. (You said you couldn't get an answer baby)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (But that should never stop you)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Sitting there, I can't reach your mind baby)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (The way I feel, a baby)

I need you and you need me.
This is so plain to see.
And I would never let you go.
And I will always love you so.
I will...

If you could only see your hearts belongs to me.
I love you so much.
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take this pain away.

Last night. (Oh, last night)
I couldn't even get an answer. (Baby why you wanna do me, yeah)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Why won't you just call me baby oh?)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there baby, no, no, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. ( Alright, I'm so alone; I'm so lonely, baby)

Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

Last night. (Yeah)
I couldn't even get an answer. (Couldn't get an answer baby, oh)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Call me baby, why couldn't you just dial
me baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (Alright, I'm so alone, I'm so lonely baby)

I need you and you need me. (Need you, I need you)
This is so plain to see.
And I would never let you go.
And I will always love you so.
I will...

If you could only see your hearts belongs to me. (Only see)
I love you so much. (So, so)
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take my pain away. (Hey)

Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer. (I couldn't catch you baby, no)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Call me baby, why couldn't you just dial
me baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (Alright, I'm so alone; I'm so lonely, baby)

Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number?
And call me my baby.
I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number?
Just call me up baby.
I'm waiting on you.

I am watching this show on Okto, about dancing apparently, and this two guys in tuxedos are like trying to seduce each other through dancing INFRONT OF AN OFFICE BUILDING.
Hohoho one guy's wife/girlf/partner sees him O:
What will she think.
Such a weird show O_O
The way they move is like in this seducing maner :X like they're always dancing.
Wtf.
Even while playing pool sia.
There is like 2 chio bus and a guy and the guy takes turns dancing/flirting/whatever with both of them in the middle of a game of pool.

Got spike shoes!
Yay.
But look at this.

Garhzxc.
I don't care, I bet they're unisex.

Was walking around aimlessly at Tampines 1.
Took some..pictures.


Hahahahahahahah what does it look like? [insert eyebrow wiggle]
I refuse to post up the newurbanmale one.
I'm sorry, I'm perverted, I know.
In case you're thinking, Reynold, Wiseley and Weizhi noticed it too okay.
So I'm not the only one with wrong thoughts about click!
But it looked really wrong from another angle :X

I like Uni Qlo!

Why did you have to ask?
Why did you have to fucking ask it?
How did you expect me to answer?
WHAT THE HELL DID YOU FREAKING EXPECT ME TO SAY?

2.4 today D:
I got like 4817395372867286603862348608364 mins.
So suck D:

Mas Selamat is back!
Hohoho.
Jiawen was like "Later on the news tonight, they're gonna say they caught the wrong person, and it was Mas Selamat's twin brother Mas Selami instead."
I love Pekness. She's so funny.

CSM is till 1145, people. Can we go back to Tao Nan after that? PWEASE!

I, Robot is nice.
The robot is gay xD

Hahahaahahahah I went to Tampines 1 with Reynold, Wiseley and Weizhi O_O
Reynold is a deprived despo -.-
It was damn funneh sia, when Wiseley and Weizhi was screwing playing games on Reynold's iPod Touch.


Okay bad quality.
But its supposed to look like Wiseley is leaning on Weizhi's shoulder [insert raised eyebrows].
I'm risking my life by blogging this picture.

And Weizhi screwed up when we were tapping our cards at the MRT station.
Wiseley said he's gonna blog it so I shan't bother xD
Tampines 1 is kinda nice actually.

Its Vesak's Day tommorrow!
Must go temple T.T
But can eat Mac's for breakfast ^^
Wheehee.



Credits to Dellybean xD
It's vulgar.
Afterall, who wouldn't be while getting pwned by Super Mario?

You think i care?

Happy birthday Wiseley!

Today was weird.
And kinda sucky.
ONE MORE MARK FOR GEOG THEN I GET A1 LIAOZXC GARHZXC.
Angry.

Geog was funny.
We were learning argiculture.
And then Ms Khoo said something about EGG FARMING.
Jaclyn said they plant the egg and it grows into a tree O_O
And halfway in the lesson, Shanisse said Geog was teaching her how to be a farmer.
And she and Pek had this whole convo about Pek bringing her children to Shanisse's farm and playing with the goats O_O

Delwyn told me FYY was changing in class.
Pity their eyes.

Heats was nice.
Other than some pissing incidents.
We got in finals!
Which means we'll be running infront of approximately 3000+++ people.
Save me.
And we had a nice time laughing at other people (namely Shanisse and HCI guys :).
Hohoho.
Happy cos something nice happened ^^
I'm such a sadist.

And sadly cos my father turned off my internet, I didn't finish this post and thus forgot what to blog about.
Damn.

Roflmaozedong.

third post today. who cares. lawl at this quiz

Finish The Band Name.
Finish the last word of the Band.

Question 1:
Immortal
Gods
Unicorns
Buble
Technique

Question 2:
Black Eyed
Kids
Peas
Dogs
Rappers

Question 3:
Boys Like
Little Boys
Big Boobs
Girls
To Hang Out And Party All Night

Question 4:
Death Cab For
Cutie
Dead People
Harry Potter
Oranges

Question 5:
Fall Out
Of A Tree
Kid
Boy
Girl

Question 6:
Good
Chocolate
Charmander
Children

Charlotte

Question 7:
Linkin
Park
Shark
...To A Gameboy
Fart

Question 8:
Maroon
1
Is Another Word For Brown
3
5

Question 9:
My Chemical
Romance
Bromance
Lance
Is Dangerous

Question 10:
Panic At The
Gay Club
Club
Disco
80's

Question 11:
Simple
Answer
Scheme
Plan
Idiot

Question 12:
Snow
Balls
Patron
Parents
Patrol

Question 13:
System Of A
Up
Down
Left
Right

Question 14:
Plain White
T's
Boys
-ish orangey grayish blue shoes
Socks

Question 15:
Matchbox
10+10
15+2
Twenty
100/25+30-15

Question 16:
Gym Class
AppleCider
Hormones
Superhero
Heroes

Question 17:
Fort
Major
Minor
Diminished
Augmented

Question 18:
Relient
K
R
A
B

Question 19:
The All American
Failures
Epic Fails
Rejects
Fail

Question 20:
(omfg)The...
SlappyWackky
OMGSTFULEROY!!!
Zambonies
BogBonerz

Delwyn is so funny.

I'd be lying if I told you, losing you was something I could handle.

I was too lazy to blog for the last few days :X
So now I shall blog.
Love me xD

Lihoung is epic.

On Monday, our CME teacher was talking about getting knocked down by cars or something, I forgot.
Then Lihoung was like, get knocked then fly to Mexico and get swine flu!
EPIC.

Ands I got A1 for Chinese <3
Hohoho.

It was heats (again) on Tuesday!
Went HCI at four plus, cos CCA released early.
So many xun2 hui2 yan3 chang4 hui4 -.-
Saw lots of people.
Like chaoda Davis, *ahem*short*ahem* Delwyn (please dont hate me D:) and the canoe coach! Yes I'll admit he's chio :D
But the council of idiots agreed that he has been exposed to cobalt 60.
And there was this gay father who took off his shirt and went running.
My eyes.

They closed down the Swensen's at White Sands T.T
And replaced it with some HOTDOG SHOP.
Wtf.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELWYN DELLYBEANIE!
Feel honoured that I gave you a card.
Hahahahah.
Happy birthday to Yujun too! xDD

Many thanks to Wiseley, who made me get on 154, therefore allowing me to escape from the pedo-clutches of Bryce.

Xuannie's my boyfriend!
Cos our batchmates in NYJF say we like very pei4 O_O
So I started calling her darling XD
And she started calling me sweetheart :X
And then today when I passed by her classroom, I shouted BOYFRIEND! right in.
And everyone stared at me.
Hahahahaha.

Omg Delwyn is epic.
Gonna post his quiz answers next.

do me that favour; cos i like your flavour.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIOCHLO!

Hohoho.
It's dear Chloe's birthday!
I sent her a message at like what, [checking Sent Messages] 1.38 am.
Happyhappy.

So I watched Mirrors on Friday, at Grandma's house.
IT'S AWESOME.
In that freaky, goth-y, gory, scare-the-shit-out-of-ya-pants way.
But now I'm scared of mirrors T.T

New clothes from my cussie! xDDDD
Loved <3

Addicted to Sugar by Flo Rida.
And Don't Trust Me by 3oh!3.
Music <3

Oh yeah I think my mum now thinks I have a boyfriend.
Like, YEAH RIGHT.
Garhzxc.
So lame -.-

Whoohoo.
Swine flu.
Imagine if it got to red alert.
EVERYONE would be on msn lurh.
Hoho coolios.

Lihoung says orientation in HCJC is boy-girl activities.
Omgwtfno.
According to her, HCJC total intake in 1800.
Which means 1 level 900.
Then HCI plus NYGH around 800+++ liao.
SO.
We will own the school.
Yay.
But I'm still not looking forward to orientation.
...
Nevermind, I probably won't get in anyway.

So call me your sugar.

Fucking bitch.
I feel like privating my blog like Delwyn.
Tell me if you want me to invite.









Gonna go Tampines tomorrow.
Feel like meeting up with some people.








What makes you think you will understand?
Just get the fuck lost.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY.

Nothing much happened yesterday.
Went to HCI after school, to watch heats.
Saw Brendon, then Zhengjie, then Justin, then Wiseley :X
Zhengjie isn't as good looking as they say -.-
Justin's..short.

WQ: Aiya, I so lan, sure jump until fall flat on my face.
LH: Eh fall foward better than fall backward what! At least fall foward will measure longer, fall backward minus 1 metre plus leh!
[Silence, with me and WQ going ???]
Me: Eh but I thought long jump is measure from the feet?
[Silence cos everyone's thinking]
LH: Eh yeah hor.

From the counsel of three idiots come wisdom.
Hahahahahah.

In all, it was rather boring.
So damn hot.
And we got lost looking for the canteen.
And stupid Wiseley went back with Reynold!
Garhzxc angry.