Don't remind me; I'm not over it.

I can't cry anymore.
I used to cry so much.
I think it probably has something to do with the fact that when I was younger, I hated myself when I cried.
Which in turn has something to do with the fact that I only cried cos my father whacked me and he would yell at me to stop crying and I would just kept crying and then he would keep whacking me and I had to force myself not to cry.
How I wish I could just scream it out and the world; in your face.

Imissyou.