Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you.

But somehow I managed to live on longer than my feelings for you.

Chunyen told me Kpop really bonds people together.
Imo it drives people apart.

One year's almost over; should I be thankful or not.
It's been a tough year in many ways, and I still prefer 2008.
But one must not dwell in the past.

I learnt many things this year.
Got to know new people.
New places.
I became saner, yet crazier in a way.

I learnt the difference between emo-ing for real and emo-ing for attention.
I learnt that flirts are everywhere.
I learnt that "true love" isn't worth it.
I learnt that it takes one to know one.
I learnt to fangirl.
I learnt to appreciate shuai-ness in girls.
I learnt to hate the old me.
I learnt to treasure true friends, and to spot a fake one.
I learnt that music cures everything.
No wait I already knew that.

Secondary school life sucks, to be honest.
The teachers suck, the people are fakes.
And in a girls' school there are loads of class politics, bitch fights, etc.
Fake smiles and backstabs.
Fangirls and haters.
True friends and bitches.
What can I say; life's like that.

I relived my childhood.
Listened to Kpop.
Cried, hugged, laughed like I never did before.
Texted a whole damn lot (thankyouunlimitedsmses).
Fangirl-ed like nobody's business.
Hated with a passion of a thousand suns.
Wrote letters to people seated next to me.
Became more scandalous (according to Chunyen).
Missed Taonan.
Hated Yppae.
Loved Yppae.
Stopped emo-ing so much.

I've learnt that instead of doing unto others what you want them to do unto you, do unto others what they would want you to do unto them.
I've learnt that originality means alot at our age.
I've learnt that dao-ing is basically just running away from the problem.
So you, my friend, are a coward.

On a lighter note, I found many things too.
I found Cobra Starship.
I found Super Junior.
I found Bigbang.
I found F(x).
I found Kuroshitsuji.
I found Howl's Moving Castle.
I found Taohuaxiaomei.
I found bahchormee (no wait I found that last year).
I found MSN games.
I found Xuanli and Dinghan.
I found 112.
I found myself, amidst the chaos.