So what's it this time?

They never last, do they?

How ironic, this situation.
Allowing one to return, trying to hope the other won't leave.
But it's already too late isn't it.
The cracks just go deeper.


Still, you leave me
I guess I can't hold onto you
Say you love me
Just one more time

Wtf.

Skipped dinner on Saturday.
Skipping lunch today.
What is the point of eating if the food does not hold any appeal.

Shutthefuckup.

10 Mar 10, 17:54

bryce: omg I see my name in your angry post :D

10 Mar 10, 17:55

bryce: NUMBER SIX IS MAKING ME LAUGH AHAHA.

10 Mar 10, 17:59

bryce: your friend Yihan's post rocks too ahaha okay why am I so happy people from my school are being shot

10 Mar 10, 17:59

bryce: down ._.
Sometimes I wonder if you truly are male. But thanks :D

12 Mar 10, 16:46

dh: ._. glad to see someone's enjoying the rants.
You wanted it ._.

12 Mar 10, 21:08

shanisse: what's FLOL? and lol+wtf+._. at that bryce part.
Fucking Loads Of Love.

Okay someone read that post.
(I wish you tagged though)
Although I sure didn't expect that reaction.
In a good way.
Maybe you'd like to know that most of us have gotten over it.

But well.
LSC was boring, nothing much to post about.
Nighttrail was boring, blahblahblah.

I keep wondering whether I mean it.
Everytime I say it; do I mean it?
Do you mean it?
Do you even care?
Because after all of them I just resigned to fate.
I kinda stopped trying; just sit and wait for it to happen.
It's gonna happen.
It's starting already.

I will not admit it.
I will not admit to the loneliness.

Meet me halfway.

2 Mar 10, 10:08

dh: O: 也不是你做灯光. hahahs 8D

2 Mar 10, 10:09

dh: okay anyway gluck for everything :D if you don't screw up teach me and xuan stuff.
Haha kay thanks.

2 Mar 10, 20:30

tj: yo yo tag

2 Mar 10, 20:30

tj: meet on fri see u
:D

3 Mar 10, 20:02

yihan: xingzhi crap you know during the video of SYF rehearsal got one random props person appear on stage

3 Mar 10, 20:02

yihan: i think its me.

3 Mar 10, 20:03

yihan: haha omg how come so many times. i think i got too pissed then i press too many times heh.
I am amused at you :D

4 Mar 10, 18:09

shanisse: aren't you over cobra starship alr! ):
._. Never will be.

8 Mar 10, 13:06

dh: O: rawrrrrrr
Roarrrrrrrrrrr :D

8 Mar 10, 22:17

xuannie: post!

8 Mar 10, 22:35

dh: O: she posting
Mhm (to both of you).

8 Mar 10, 23:28

xuannie: "You freaking rolled your eyes at my zhuxi." OMG DD; how could they do that to vivian D:!
IKNORITE D:

9 Mar 10, 17:37

yihan: xingzhi for the last time in my life I AM NOT CHIO. GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD GIRL
Yeah and I'm the queen of England :D Do you see my nice tiara?

This
is
an
attempt
to
push
that
previous
post
down
down
down
down
down
and
hopefully
forget
about
it.
:D

Yay YOG dance :D
Haha it's fun but I suck at it x.x
I dowan to go LSC luh :/
Roarrrr better go pack x.x

"It's only meaningful to them cos they're bloody short."

Quoted by a nice senior.

Alot of things to say.
I feel like just copypaste-ing Yihan's whole blog post but aiya wtf.

So.
I know you guys are relatively professional compared to us, since you get to host this.
I know you guys "have taken alot of shit".
We're all humans; I suppose we all understand.
But.
That does not give y'all entitlement to blame us for stuff we didn't do.

First.
We did not eat all your food.
If we were all like hungry ghosts or something then yes perhaps we did kope a big portion of your food.
But we're not.
I asked Xinyung, she said she didn't see anyone take more than one plate.
Y'all weren't there; y'all didn't see the amount of food Yihan and Chihying ate.
Or rather lackthereof.
We may be a big bunch, but we're a freaking group of girls.
How much can we eat?

Second.
Yes I admit we're noisy.
It's cos our seniors didn't need that much peace and quiet to ruxi for a bei1ju4 so we assumed that since your show is a comedy y'all wouldn't like uhm yeah you get it.
I admit we have bad stage discipline (-cough- at daoju).
Can y'all just be abit more kuanrong?
I know on Friday after our show we were damn noisy when y'all were ruxi-ing.
But on Saturday I'm sure everyone did try their best to stfu.
Y'all don't have to roll your eyes and say "what the shit" when y'all see us right?
-censored name- and your zhuxi were met by our zhuxi, my senior and me at the door of LT3.
You freaking rolled your eyes at my zhuxi.
Wtf if this was like two different gangs you'd be freaking dead.
Show some basic respect please.

Third.
Oh, so our show's too long?
Not meaningful?
Well then no offence but I don't see alot of meaning in your show.
Not to brag but even the MP said our show is nice.
Bryce cried (like that helps alot but whatever) when watching.
We would cry, but we've watched it so many times that it's kinda numb.
And you say our show isn't meaningful?
What, cos you'll all be dads and not mothers?
Our show won the only GHW in last year's SYF.
Different actresses, but same script.
Try to not be so shallow.

Fourth.
If y'all say y'all hate that other school more then act like it.
From the way we saw it, y'all seem to like them alot.

Fifth.
I quote Yihan:

you say that we have too many props? FUCK YOU GUYS WE DIDN’T KNOW THERE WAS SUCH A THING AS ‘ TOO MANY PROPS ‘ EXISTED. and fyi in drama you are supposed to USE props. its not our fault your drama center is so small there’s no space. please stop complaining about everything. fine what about this the next time you perform at our audi we will say like oh hwachong people you have too many props so go back to your lousy school you cannot perform here.

Sixth.
I quote Yihan again:

YOU SAY THAT NANYANG CHI DRAMA DONT HAVE ENOUGH CHIOBUS. SORRY TO BREAK IT TO YOU BUT ITS NOT LIKE HUAGANG HAS A TRUCKLOAD OF SHUAI-GES. SO GET A FUCKING MIRROR, YES?

Please la look at Yihan, still say no chiobu?

Seventh.
Please stop PMS-ing.
You're guys.
We're girls.
We're not even as bad as you.
The whole show is over.
Just get over it.

Eighth.
You screwed our show y'know that?
What with not removing the UV light and the random PPT projection.
Then come and blame us?
Like someone I knew would say: 吃错药啊?

Ninth.
To that freaking asshole in dengguang.

Dear asshole.
I know you have a name but I think you're not fit to be named.
Look, Weiling and I have been doing lights for two weeks.
TWO FUCKING WEEKS.
First we had to get used to the Nanyang Audi board.
Then they uproot us and plant us temporarily in HCI.
We only had one day before performance to get used to everything.
And what's more Lijia laoshi kept changing some of the lights.
IS IT OUR FAULT WE NEED HIS HELP?
So we're not as pro as you, whatever.
No need to be a fucking insensitive bastard right?
"If they still need the teacher to help then what's the two of them for?"
Oh we're here to make sure that we don't get HCI people to do the lights for us, not like the other groups.
So that if the show is screwed its by our own hands, not your filthy ones.
Get a life.
And a new dengguang board (with Gobo this time).
FLOL,
Xingzhi.

Tenth.
Grow some eyes.
"Talking about props"?
"Discussing about the HCI people"?
If I wasn't crying during that time I would have laughed.

Yeshhhhh I am done.
Will edit if I think of stuff.

Reflections another day.

One more round.

24 Feb 10, 21:12

xuannie: "And according to Xuan (who said it was according to seniors)" haha for some reason i like this line

24 Feb 10, 21:12

xuannie: :D must credit the right people haha xD

24 Feb 10, 21:12

xuannie: and yayy you posted! :)
Haha :DD

25 Feb 10, 16:05

dh: O: aiya the hci one labelled luh. and the area/spotlight sheet is at the table there
Ooh okay.

25 Feb 10, 23:44

xuannie~dh: but the positioning of the stuff might be diff ma.
Yeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh roar so screwed x.x

26 Feb 10, 20:55

xuannie: OH SHOOT YOUR EARPHONES. K if I don't go find it on Monday 我就把我的名字改成2034号!
:DD

26 Feb 10, 21:09

name.: you n00b u spell earphones all wrong. ha ha ha
Edited liaozzzzzzzzzzzzx.

28 Feb 10, 22:55

xuannie: and we both had a sudden realization that we look like a couple...

28 Feb 10, 22:55

xuannie: how could you cheat on me huh! tsk. and yes let's go watch again together :D
Yayyes! :D Anyway I was not cheating on you when we had that sudden realization we uh stepped away from each other lol.

1 Mar 10, 10:43

dh: -shrugs- later if you screw up for lights I laugh my ass off (literally) 8D haha no not really.
MEANIE! -pokes-

Xuan came to YPPAE on Sunday! :D
We wore clothes of the same colour see got so much yuanfen 8D
She was talking to Kangren heh and then apparently he was looking for Jijian so that gayshit was peeping at them from the opposite side okay I'm not making sense right ._.

HAHAHA HELAOSHI'S NEW HAIR IS AWESOMELY WEIRD ♥
I guess YPPAE was fun? I forgot what we did already /blur

I bought my Mightybeanz after that yayyyy :D
Had a random duel with Shanisse and Sheryl and Xuanli this morning and I conclude my aim is..fail.

My class is awesomely crazy during Physics! xD
Like we keep niao-ing Mr Tan :DD
And laugh like crap :D
And say "yayyyyyyy~" when the bell rings :D

Gah I damn sian la dowan go HCI performmmmmmmmm :/
Later I screw up then SOME PEOPLE niao me :///
And they like biased against backstagecrew la, only invite actors and SMs and Director for all those random stuff :/

Wiseley was my counsellor today, for once o.o
Haha thanks ah :D
Go tutor your girlf heh.

Bleh Math.

Sooyoung! :D
I think she's like chio-est in SNSD seriously.
And the least bimbotic or act-cute :D
And she's so tall so she's like model liddat yay :D
On Friday Lixin, Xinsuen, Wenyin and I were random-ly watching this Gee dance tutorial and it's like so wtf :/
After School seems quite chio!

Kthxbai.